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Schmeg82: I’m here!

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Thank you very much. It’s a tough drug, I’m still at 5.5ish mg fighting to taper but holding a long while, still a lot of the same symptoms but not nearly as intense thankfully. Hope you’re feeling better as well

Paxil 20mg 22years

started to fast taper in spring 2023, withdrawal started fall/winter 2023.  Reinstated jan 2024 to 10mg.  Have been tapering from 10mg since aug 2024.  Down to 6.5mg.  2/1/2026 6.2mg

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September update.

Tomorrow is my birthday, another birthday in withdrawal but not nearly as bad as the first couple.

I’ve gone through a very very stressful situation in my life and got divorced, I’ve been holding for months especially going through the added stress which has exacerbated my symptoms quite a bit. They’re still not quite as intense as they were and I’ve gotten so used to them I ignore them a lot now and continue to live my life day to day but lately it’s been very hard.

My vision issues continue to thrive unfortunately, stomach issues have subsided a bit but still there, food sensitivities still present, some dizziness and muscle weakness as well. I’m having a lot of muscle cramping lately and I try to make sure I have adequate water and electrolytes. Still have body pains but I manage to work out a few days a week and tough it out.

Other then that I’m doing much better honestly despite the divorce which was extremely messy and stressful, but for the better.

I hope everyone is doing well and improving. Love you all.

Paxil 20mg 22years

started to fast taper in spring 2023, withdrawal started fall/winter 2023.  Reinstated jan 2024 to 10mg.  Have been tapering from 10mg since aug 2024.  Down to 6.5mg.  2/1/2026 6.2mg

1 hour ago, Schmeg82 said:

September update.

Tomorrow is my birthday, another birthday in withdrawal but not nearly as bad as the first couple.

I’ve gone through a very very stressful situation in my life and got divorced, I’ve been holding for months especially going through the added stress which has exacerbated my symptoms quite a bit. They’re still not quite as intense as they were and I’ve gotten so used to them I ignore them a lot now and continue to live my life day to day but lately it’s been very hard.

My vision issues continue to thrive unfortunately, stomach issues have subsided a bit but still there, food sensitivities still present, some dizziness and muscle weakness as well. I’m having a lot of muscle cramping lately and I try to make sure I have adequate water and electrolytes. Still have body pains but I manage to work out a few days a week and tough it out.

Other then that I’m doing much better honestly despite the divorce which was extremely messy and stressful, but for the better.

I hope everyone is doing well and improving. Love you all.

Hey @Schmeg82 I see we have quite a few things in common, from our shared history, tapering process to even sharing a birthday month (; so first and foremost, happy birthday! I truly hope tomorrow is a wonderful day of celebration for you.

I'm so deeply sorry to hear about the painful divorce you had to endure, dealing with that while navigating such an grueling process is an immense burden but it is inspiring to see you in a place of greater acceptance noting real progress despite the ongoing symptoms.

Make sure to take the next steps very slowly, once the dosage drops below a certain point the challenges intensify making extended pauses vital, I made the mistake of rushing and am paying the price now, so you are doing exactly the right thing by listening to your body.

Keep pressing forward, the ultimate reward will be worth every hardship endured.

Wishing you all the best and continued strength!

1998 forced on cipramil *no anxiety/depression background*

Over the years all kinds of SSRI/SNRI/antipsychotics/stabilizers due to apparently side effects/withdrawal

Many attempts to quit over the years with failure (extremely rapid taper followed by doctors' guidens)

Current attempt-Paxil 20 mg:

6/24 20 mg to 5 mg-severe AKA

9/24 Increase to 20-AKA continues

10/24 stopped completely-AKA out of control 

11/24 Zoloft bridge attempt-25 mg to 75 mg+Seroquel-AKA continued-stopped them CT.

12/24 Back on Paxil 10mg (0.1789g)-some stabilization-from here tapered by about 30% each time (don't remember doses and dates).

2025 - 7.10 0.0558g (3.11mg)/7.11 3% 0.0541g (3.02mg)/4.12 1% 0.0535g (2.98mg)

2026 - 3.1 1.5% 0.0526g (2.93mg)/9.1 8.5% 0.0480g (2.68mg)/16.2 1.8% 0.0470g (2.62mg)/21.3 1% 0.466 (2.60mg)/23.4 2.2% 0.455g (2.54mg)/8.7 21.7% 0.0356.5g (2mg)/15.8 updose by 11.7% 0.0400g (2.23mg)

Supplements:

Magnesium Glycinate - started 28.5.26 1 capsule 200mg in the morning - Increased brain fog and muscle stiffness - stopped after two weeks.

Iron - liquid, quarter of recommended dose - increased anxiety and burning sensation - stopped after two weeks.

Saffron - started 8.7.26 1 capsule 30mg in the morning - pretty immediate improvement in terms of terror, body pain and sleep.

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