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scj1236: long term (~15 years) citalopram user

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12 hours ago, scj1236 said:

just went from 0.105 to 0.094 g. feel a bit off just now (took the dose about four hours ago). should i just tough it out for now and see if it improves over the next couple days?

How do you rate your symptoms out of 10?

I note you plan 10% reductions every 2 weeks according to your footer. I would suggest you only make these every 30 days at the most.

I’m not a medical professional and cannot offer medical advice. I only offer my thoughts as support. Please speak to your health practitioner about your care. This is a peer site where we support each other on our taper/recovery journeys. 

 

If you are from the UK please make sure you fill in a 'Yellow Card' report for the MHRA. It is you doing your bit to help make a difference.

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  • ultimately everyone is different, some people can just taper by receptor occupancy and be fine, some people have extreme difficulty at the lowest doses so have to close to the end drop by 0.01mg steps

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    I understand but it’s important your dose is consistent. Just be careful take your time and if needs be add in several bits to make the dose. It does not need to be a complete pill you take. You can g

  • Chippy
    Chippy

    You can crush say 20 pills all at once and store the powder in a suitable small pot. Then use tiny spoons to fill the capsule and weigh the powder in the capsule so it doesn’t spill anywhere. Other

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I would say 3, though as the day went on I felt fine and feel fine this morning. I think you said it's normal to feel a bit off when you lower doses at least initially?

Citalopram, various doses between 10-40 mg since around 2010

starting reduction from 20 mg on 6/11/26, which weighs 0.128 g

currently on 5% reduction every two weeks. schedule for the rest of 2026 (date, pill weight in grams, equivalent dose in mg):

9/17/26

0.081

12.701

10/1/26

0.077

12.066

10/15/26

0.073

11.462

10/29/26

0.070

10.889

11/12/26

0.066

10.345

11/26/26

0.063

9.828

12/10/26

0.060

9.336

12/24/26

0.057

8.869

34 minutes ago, scj1236 said:

I would say 3, though as the day went on I felt fine and feel fine this morning. I think you said it's normal to feel a bit off when you lower doses at least initially?

That sounds ok to me then. It is completely normal to get some symptoms when you drop for a few days.

Everyone is different and you need to work out your baseline.

If your baseline is that good 0-1/10 then I’d maintain that going forwards.

I’d start by holding till you get back there again. Then I’d drop no more than 10% total in a month. You could spread that out and do 2.5% per week for 4 weeks and then hold for 2 weeks. A brass monkey slide. That’s sounds like a nice plan for you.

It’s best to not over do it and keep your nervous system in tact. It’s hard to undo a rushed taper.

Chippy

I’m not a medical professional and cannot offer medical advice. I only offer my thoughts as support. Please speak to your health practitioner about your care. This is a peer site where we support each other on our taper/recovery journeys. 

 

If you are from the UK please make sure you fill in a 'Yellow Card' report for the MHRA. It is you doing your bit to help make a difference.

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  • Author

hmm on second thought feeling off again today. I'm going to try 5% every two weeks.

Citalopram, various doses between 10-40 mg since around 2010

starting reduction from 20 mg on 6/11/26, which weighs 0.128 g

currently on 5% reduction every two weeks. schedule for the rest of 2026 (date, pill weight in grams, equivalent dose in mg):

9/17/26

0.081

12.701

10/1/26

0.077

12.066

10/15/26

0.073

11.462

10/29/26

0.070

10.889

11/12/26

0.066

10.345

11/26/26

0.063

9.828

12/10/26

0.060

9.336

12/24/26

0.057

8.869

11 hours ago, scj1236 said:

hmm on second thought feeling off again today. I'm going to try 5% every two weeks.

Ok, that is the max you should do really. Give the nervous system a little time to settle before making any more reductions perhaps. The body sets the pace mate.

I’m not a medical professional and cannot offer medical advice. I only offer my thoughts as support. Please speak to your health practitioner about your care. This is a peer site where we support each other on our taper/recovery journeys. 

 

If you are from the UK please make sure you fill in a 'Yellow Card' report for the MHRA. It is you doing your bit to help make a difference.

Please take the time to do it today 🙂 https://yellowcard.mhra.gov.uk

For US members details here.

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update - things going well. just went down 7.5% again to 0.079 g (12.366 mg of medication). This is a ways off but at what point do you recommend to switching to a liquid form? I feel like I can cut these down into very small amounts (combination of a razor blade and then a file). below is my schedule with the 7.5% decrease every two weeks.

also at some point the changes will be so small that they will go beyond the detection range of my scale, which is +/- 0.001 grams. isn't the advice when you get down to the equivalent of around 1 mg just to stop? since you obviously can't keep going down forever. or maybe people switch to every other day at this point?

9/17/26

0.079

12.366

10/1/26

0.073

11.439

10/15/26

0.068

10.581

10/29/26

0.063

9.787

11/12/26

0.058

9.053

11/26/26

0.054

8.374

12/10/26

0.050

7.746

12/24/26

0.046

7.165

1/7/27

0.042

6.628

1/21/27

0.039

6.131

2/4/27

0.036

5.671

2/18/27

0.034

5.246

3/4/27

0.031

4.852

3/18/27

0.029

4.488

4/1/27

0.027

4.152

4/15/27

0.025

3.840

4/29/27

0.023

3.552

5/13/27

0.021

3.286

5/27/27

0.019

3.039

6/10/27

0.018

2.812

6/24/27

0.017

2.601

7/8/27

0.015

2.406

7/22/27

0.014

2.225

8/5/27

0.013

2.058

8/19/27

0.012

1.904

9/2/27

0.011

1.761

9/16/27

0.010

1.629

9/30/27

0.010

1.507

10/14/27

0.009

1.394

10/28/27

0.008

1.289

11/11/27

0.008

1.193

11/25/27

0.007

1.103

12/9/27

0.007

1.020

12/23/27

0.006

0.944

1/6/28

0.006

0.873

1/20/28

0.005

0.808

2/3/28

0.005

0.747

Edited by scj1236

Citalopram, various doses between 10-40 mg since around 2010

starting reduction from 20 mg on 6/11/26, which weighs 0.128 g

currently on 5% reduction every two weeks. schedule for the rest of 2026 (date, pill weight in grams, equivalent dose in mg):

9/17/26

0.081

12.701

10/1/26

0.077

12.066

10/15/26

0.073

11.462

10/29/26

0.070

10.889

11/12/26

0.066

10.345

11/26/26

0.063

9.828

12/10/26

0.060

9.336

12/24/26

0.057

8.869

2 hours ago, scj1236 said:

update - things going well. just went down 7.5% again to 0.079 g (12.366 mg of medication). This is a ways off but at what point do you recommend to switching to a liquid form? I feel like I can cut these down into very small amounts (combination of a razor blade and then a file). below is my schedule with the 7.5% decrease every two weeks.

Hi @scj1236. I'm glad things are going smoothly. As Chippy previously mentioned, we really recommend not reducing by more than 10% per month. This will become even more important as your dose gets lower. It's important to go slowly and listen to your body so you don't run into trouble with your taper.

For citalopram, it looks like the Maudsley Guidelines recommend switching to liquid around 5.5 mg. We also suggest taking a full month to switch between pills to liquid without making any drops, because the switch itself can be destabilizing.

2 hours ago, scj1236 said:

also at some point the changes will be so small that they will go beyond the detection range of my scale, which is +/- 0.001 grams. isn't the advice when you get down to the equivalent of around 1 mg just to stop? since you obviously can't keep going down forever. or maybe people switch to every other day at this point?

I would definitely go much lower than 1 mg before stopping. The "moderate" Maudsley Guideline taper recommends going down to 0.1 mg as your last dose, and the "slower" taper recommends going all the way down to 0.06 mg. You can easily do this using a liquid dilution. We never recommend every other day dosing.

I’m not a medical professional and cannot offer medical advice. I am new to this journey and my thoughts are based only on my personal experience with psychiatric drugs. This is a peer site where we support each other on our taper/recovery journeys. 

Current regimen:

Cymbalta - 90 mg/day

Seroquel - 12.5 mg/day

*holding to stabilize as of Apr 2026

 

History:

Seroquel - up to 50 mg as needed for sleep (generally 6.25-12.5 mg a few times a week, though sometimes more) - 2009 (ish) to present

Cymbalta - 60 mg/day, periodically down to 30 mg/day - May 2014 to May 2025

Clonazepam - up to 1 mg/day as needed - March to May 2025, quick taper off

Zoloft - 150 mg/day - May 2025 to Aug 2025 (quick cross-taper from Cymbalta)

Pristiq - 50 mg/day from Aug 2025 to mid-Oct 2025 (quick cross-taper from Zoloft); 100 mg/day from Oct 2025 to Dec 2025; back down to 50 mg/day from Dec 2025 to Jan 2026

Lyrica - 200 mg/day - Nov 2025 to Jan 2026 (quick taper off from mid-Jan to early Feb 2026 due to severe depressive symptoms)

Cymbalta - 60 mg/day - Jan - March 2026; up to 90 mg/day from March to present

 

  • Author

what I recall reading from horowitz was 5-10% with at least two weeks between changes. why would this be more important as your dose gets lower? the percentages already are there to account for the shape of the dose x SERT occupancy curve. for example there will be 8 weeks between the ~1.5 and ~1.0 doses (for a change of 0.5 mg) at 1.39, 1.29, 1.19, 1.10. whereas right now i would go down about 4 mg in the same amount of time, 8 times as much.

for the low dose, what would be wrong with continue with the pills until you literally can't make it any smaller? i've found i can get the tiniest amounts in increments of maybe 0.002 grams. also i can get the liquid citalopram by prescription so i don' tneed to make anything.

Edited by scj1236

Citalopram, various doses between 10-40 mg since around 2010

starting reduction from 20 mg on 6/11/26, which weighs 0.128 g

currently on 5% reduction every two weeks. schedule for the rest of 2026 (date, pill weight in grams, equivalent dose in mg):

9/17/26

0.081

12.701

10/1/26

0.077

12.066

10/15/26

0.073

11.462

10/29/26

0.070

10.889

11/12/26

0.066

10.345

11/26/26

0.063

9.828

12/10/26

0.060

9.336

12/24/26

0.057

8.869

13 hours ago, scj1236 said:

what I recall reading from horowitz was 5-10% with at least two weeks between changes. why would this be more important as your dose gets lower? the percentages already are there to account for the shape of the dose x SERT occupancy curve. for example there will be 8 weeks between the ~1.5 and ~1.0 doses (for a change of 0.5 mg) at 1.39, 1.29, 1.19, 1.10. whereas right now i would go down about 4 mg in the same amount of time, 8 times as much.

for the low dose, what would be wrong with continue with the pills until you literally can't make it any smaller? i've found i can get the tiniest amounts in increments of maybe 0.002 grams. also i can get the liquid citalopram by prescription so i don' tneed to make anything.

ultimately everyone is different, some people can just taper by receptor occupancy and be fine, some people have extreme difficulty at the lowest doses so have to close to the end drop by 0.01mg steps.

when you reach the end of the hyperbolical curve, where the dose effect is almost linear (last 1mg or 0.5mg, depends on the drug really) then you can start tapering more linearly if you don't have issues just tapering by receptor occupancy theory, the main issue is it's theoretical and it's an estimate and we aren't always 100% sure how it is actually, different people may have different ROs on the same dose, your best bet is to listen to your body.

I’m not a medical professional and cannot offer medical advice. I only offer my thoughts as support. Please speak to your health practitioner about your care. This is a peer site where we support each other on our taper/recovery journeys. 
Feel free to mention me whenever help is needed.

 

Current Supplements: Night: 6mg melatonin and 133mg magnesium glycinate. Taking Omega 3 as needed to calm dyskinesia or over stimulation (Lately been reacting more negatively to supplement Omega 3).

Current Medications: Mirtazapine, Lasea (lavender oil) before bed.

------------------------------------------

Tapering: Mirtazapine 15mg, (went compounded) 13.5mg 08/May/2025, 12.1mg 10/July/2025, 15/July/2025 15mg (half tablet), 26/July/2025 14.35mg (moved to dry cutting method) ), 03/Aug/2025 14.6mg, 24/Nov/2025 14.47mg, 29/Jan/2026 14.35mg

Note: Had a lot of issue with degradation with different cutting times and compounded pharmacy which caused withdrawals and a more sensitive nervous system.

On 9/18/2026 at 9:00 PM, scj1236 said:

for the low dose, what would be wrong with continue with the pills until you literally can't make it any smaller?

One issue is it is then hard to perform a crossover taper with such a small dose.

I’m not a medical professional and cannot offer medical advice. I only offer my thoughts as support. Please speak to your health practitioner about your care. This is a peer site where we support each other on our taper/recovery journeys. 

 

If you are from the UK please make sure you fill in a 'Yellow Card' report for the MHRA. It is you doing your bit to help make a difference.

Please take the time to do it today 🙂 https://yellowcard.mhra.gov.uk

For US members details here.

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alright, thanks. will follow-up again with my updated progress a few months down the line

Citalopram, various doses between 10-40 mg since around 2010

starting reduction from 20 mg on 6/11/26, which weighs 0.128 g

currently on 5% reduction every two weeks. schedule for the rest of 2026 (date, pill weight in grams, equivalent dose in mg):

9/17/26

0.081

12.701

10/1/26

0.077

12.066

10/15/26

0.073

11.462

10/29/26

0.070

10.889

11/12/26

0.066

10.345

11/26/26

0.063

9.828

12/10/26

0.060

9.336

12/24/26

0.057

8.869

  • Author

i have been feeling off a bit the last few days (light headed mainly later in the day) since decreasing 7.5% last Thursday, so i'm going back to 5% every two weeks. guess you were right! so i'm at 0.081 g instead of 0.079 and updated my schedule for 5%

Edited by scj1236

Citalopram, various doses between 10-40 mg since around 2010

starting reduction from 20 mg on 6/11/26, which weighs 0.128 g

currently on 5% reduction every two weeks. schedule for the rest of 2026 (date, pill weight in grams, equivalent dose in mg):

9/17/26

0.081

12.701

10/1/26

0.077

12.066

10/15/26

0.073

11.462

10/29/26

0.070

10.889

11/12/26

0.066

10.345

11/26/26

0.063

9.828

12/10/26

0.060

9.336

12/24/26

0.057

8.869

10 hours ago, scj1236 said:

i have been feeling off a bit the last few days (light headed mainly later in the day) since decreasing 7.5% last Thursday, so i'm going back to 5% every two weeks. guess you were right! so i'm at 0.081 g instead of 0.079 and updated my schedule for 5%

Ok, remember 10% may be too much too. Don't be afraid to hold. Aim for symptoms to return to 1-3/10 before considering another drop. Listen to the body and let it set the pace for you.

I’m not a medical professional and cannot offer medical advice. I only offer my thoughts as support. Please speak to your health practitioner about your care. This is a peer site where we support each other on our taper/recovery journeys. 

 

If you are from the UK please make sure you fill in a 'Yellow Card' report for the MHRA. It is you doing your bit to help make a difference.

Please take the time to do it today 🙂 https://yellowcard.mhra.gov.uk

For US members details here.

10 hours ago, scj1236 said:

i have been feeling off a bit the last few days (light headed mainly later in the day) since decreasing 7.5% last Thursday, so i'm going back to 5% every two weeks. guess you were right! so i'm at 0.081 g instead of 0.079 and updated my schedule for 5%

Also consider following a hyperbolic taper plan rather than 10% per month. This might help you maintain the schedule you like to have whilst dealing with the increased proportional receptor occpancy of lower doses.

I’m not a medical professional and cannot offer medical advice. I only offer my thoughts as support. Please speak to your health practitioner about your care. This is a peer site where we support each other on our taper/recovery journeys. 

 

If you are from the UK please make sure you fill in a 'Yellow Card' report for the MHRA. It is you doing your bit to help make a difference.

Please take the time to do it today 🙂 https://yellowcard.mhra.gov.uk

For US members details here.

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i thought this was a hyperbolic taper, as each decrease is of a smaller amount? to clarify i'm doing 5% every two weeks, which is effectively 10% per month though

Citalopram, various doses between 10-40 mg since around 2010

starting reduction from 20 mg on 6/11/26, which weighs 0.128 g

currently on 5% reduction every two weeks. schedule for the rest of 2026 (date, pill weight in grams, equivalent dose in mg):

9/17/26

0.081

12.701

10/1/26

0.077

12.066

10/15/26

0.073

11.462

10/29/26

0.070

10.889

11/12/26

0.066

10.345

11/26/26

0.063

9.828

12/10/26

0.060

9.336

12/24/26

0.057

8.869

15 hours ago, scj1236 said:

to clarify i'm doing 5% every two weeks, which is effectively 10% per month though

Yes, 10% is often too much as you go lower, please just be aware of this.

15 hours ago, scj1236 said:

i thought this was a hyperbolic taper, as each decrease is of a smaller amount?

No it isn't a hyperbolic taper, it may or may not follow something like a hyperbolic taper, however a true hyperbolic taper follows the Sert occupancy curve of your drug, dropping the same sert points each time. The Maudsley Deprescribing Guidelines have some examples of this for many of the common drugs taken.

I’m not a medical professional and cannot offer medical advice. I only offer my thoughts as support. Please speak to your health practitioner about your care. This is a peer site where we support each other on our taper/recovery journeys. 

 

If you are from the UK please make sure you fill in a 'Yellow Card' report for the MHRA. It is you doing your bit to help make a difference.

Please take the time to do it today 🙂 https://yellowcard.mhra.gov.uk

For US members details here.

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I do have that book. on page 171 regiment C is that what you mean? with the 2.7% occupancy drop each time (“Slower taper with up to 2.7 percentage points of SERT occupancy between each step – with reductions made every 2–4 weeks.”)

However I'm confused because the RO column doesn't actually go down 2.7% each time (??) it has 79.4, 77.9, 76.2 etc

also is there a formula available to calculate SERT?

Citalopram, various doses between 10-40 mg since around 2010

starting reduction from 20 mg on 6/11/26, which weighs 0.128 g

currently on 5% reduction every two weeks. schedule for the rest of 2026 (date, pill weight in grams, equivalent dose in mg):

9/17/26

0.081

12.701

10/1/26

0.077

12.066

10/15/26

0.073

11.462

10/29/26

0.070

10.889

11/12/26

0.066

10.345

11/26/26

0.063

9.828

12/10/26

0.060

9.336

12/24/26

0.057

8.869

17 hours ago, scj1236 said:

I do have that book.

Great

17 hours ago, scj1236 said:

on page 171 regiment C is that what you mean?

On my copy (UK) its page 179 for Citalopram Slower Taper C

17 hours ago, scj1236 said:

with the 2.7% occupancy drop each time (“Slower taper with up to 2.7 percentage points of SERT occupancy between each step – with reductions made every 2–4 weeks.”)

That is the one

17 hours ago, scj1236 said:

However I'm confused because the RO column doesn't actually go down 2.7% each time (??) it has 79.4, 77.9, 76.2 etc

I checked a few, some do some don't, I think it's mainly rounding errors.

17 hours ago, scj1236 said:

also is there a formula available to calculate SERT?

No, you have to use a sert chart to see. Each drug has a differnt curve. I always reference the Maudsley and assume these are the most accurate records. They may still be too fast for some just pinch of salt as always is required. Body sets the pace.

I’m not a medical professional and cannot offer medical advice. I only offer my thoughts as support. Please speak to your health practitioner about your care. This is a peer site where we support each other on our taper/recovery journeys. 

 

If you are from the UK please make sure you fill in a 'Yellow Card' report for the MHRA. It is you doing your bit to help make a difference.

Please take the time to do it today 🙂 https://yellowcard.mhra.gov.uk

For US members details here.

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ok, these are the values it shows, first being dose (mg) second being RO. It's not just a rounding error. For example 75.2 - 74.1 is only 1.1. Actually most of the differnces are ~2.1, was 2.7 a typo?

edit: oh i see it sais "up to" 2.7%. no idea why they do it that way.

since i can't calculate SERT for any given dose, isn't this a bit risky? what if my body really needs only say 2%? I have no idea to know what that is precisely. You can guess but can't infer since it's not linear. i'm a statistician, maybe i should see if i can fit a hyperbolic curve to the data to see if I can accurately find other estimates.

Also it says to switch to liquid once you get below 10 mg - why? you can get 10 mg pills which are easy to cut down to smaller amounts. I can understand the dilution below 1 mg though.

I think I will switch to ths and see how it goes. I will start with making one level in between, e.g.

dose (mg)

weight (g)

SERT

12.656

0.081

71.0%

11.350

0.073

???

10.000

0.064

68.1%

Edited by scj1236

Citalopram, various doses between 10-40 mg since around 2010

starting reduction from 20 mg on 6/11/26, which weighs 0.128 g

currently on 5% reduction every two weeks. schedule for the rest of 2026 (date, pill weight in grams, equivalent dose in mg):

9/17/26

0.081

12.701

10/1/26

0.077

12.066

10/15/26

0.073

11.462

10/29/26

0.070

10.889

11/12/26

0.066

10.345

11/26/26

0.063

9.828

12/10/26

0.060

9.336

12/24/26

0.057

8.869

2 hours ago, scj1236 said:

edit: oh i see it sais "up to" 2.7%. no idea why they do it that way.

Good catch

I would not get too hung up on following the exact curve. I use RO as another tool in the box. I can see data is important to you. Mainly the body sets the pace. You have experienced some WD, this is the body telling you to slow. I mentioned the hyperbolic tapering plans as I thought you might like that concept seeing you like numbers so much. Please try to not fixate on it too much though.

When switching to a liquid it is advised to perform a crossover taper, it is much easier to perform the crossover when you have enough pill to cut and weigh into 1/4 of your current dose for reasons I am sure you can understand. More information here to help make sense of that : Preparing Doses for Tapering - Weighing & DIY Liquids

Changing batches and switching to different pill sizes can be destablising and it might be worth crossing over too, or at the very least holding for a bit.

I’m not a medical professional and cannot offer medical advice. I only offer my thoughts as support. Please speak to your health practitioner about your care. This is a peer site where we support each other on our taper/recovery journeys. 

 

If you are from the UK please make sure you fill in a 'Yellow Card' report for the MHRA. It is you doing your bit to help make a difference.

Please take the time to do it today 🙂 https://yellowcard.mhra.gov.uk

For US members details here.

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