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Talltreescoldseas: introduction and holy-hell(p) me please

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Thanks everyone. Appreesh.

—2018(ish) 5htp 100mg/day

2024 dec 1st: *unknowingly cold turkey 5htp*

—2025 jan 1st: strange and slightly uncomfortable symptoms appearance
—2025 jan 25th: 50mg prednisone -3 days -brutal adverse reaction to prednisone

—2025 jan-May: literal hell on earth symptoms. Zero escape 24/7
—2025 may 12th: clonazepam 0.5mg once daily as well as 10mg Escitalopram

—2025 may- oct spent stabilizing and getting back to work and family

—2025 oct-dec have taken the clonazepam down to .18mg and the Escitalopram to 7.5mg

—2026 jan 1st attempted to switch to zoloft 50mg and went terribly

—2026 jan 15th escitalopram 5mg clonazepam 0.18mg 

—2026 mar 17 escitalopram 5.5mg clonazepam 0.18mg

—2026 April 29 table saw accident causes flareup

—2026 May 12 escitalopram 5mg

Clonazepam .18mg

—2026 July 20 escitalopram 4.5mg

Clonazepam .18mg

—2026 Sept 12 escitalopram 3.5mg

Clonazepam 0.16mg

 

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  • @Talltreescoldseas Yes, but as you said, everything you're doing is in the context of being harmed by something else and then reacting very positively to psychiatric drugs. Most of the people on this

  • SarahMc
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    Hey @Talltreescoldseas , I am also not exercise intolerant and have continued to push my body pretty hard through all this (not to the point of heat stroke of course, but definitely to the point of ph

  • LostinCanada
    LostinCanada

    I wish I didn't have absolute brain fog and that I could understand this. Maybe one day. 🤣🤣🤣

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My appendix burst in the middle of withdrawal. A few days after having surgery and feeling fine, I got hit with a bad wave, similar to acute. It let up after a month or so. I also took prescribed painkillers, but I stopped once the withdrawals hit.

I don't know if it was the painkillers or the appendix but it let up.

Stay the course, it will pass.

A whole bunch of psych meds starting in 2014, I am now only on Lamotrigine:

 

Current dose 6mg(1/26)->5.8(2/26)->5.6(7/26)->5.4(8/26)->5.2(9/26)

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On 5/11/2026 at 9:47 AM, Jennings said:

My appendix burst in the middle of withdrawal. A few days after having surgery and feeling fine, I got hit with a bad wave, similar to acute. It let up after a month or so. I also took prescribed painkillers, but I stopped once the withdrawals hit.

I don't know if it was the painkillers or the appendix but it let up.

Stay the course, it will pass.

Oh godddddd

I appreciate that. Yeah i think i’m seeing little glimpses of light through the dark today. Fingers crossed

—2018(ish) 5htp 100mg/day

2024 dec 1st: *unknowingly cold turkey 5htp*

—2025 jan 1st: strange and slightly uncomfortable symptoms appearance
—2025 jan 25th: 50mg prednisone -3 days -brutal adverse reaction to prednisone

—2025 jan-May: literal hell on earth symptoms. Zero escape 24/7
—2025 may 12th: clonazepam 0.5mg once daily as well as 10mg Escitalopram

—2025 may- oct spent stabilizing and getting back to work and family

—2025 oct-dec have taken the clonazepam down to .18mg and the Escitalopram to 7.5mg

—2026 jan 1st attempted to switch to zoloft 50mg and went terribly

—2026 jan 15th escitalopram 5mg clonazepam 0.18mg 

—2026 mar 17 escitalopram 5.5mg clonazepam 0.18mg

—2026 April 29 table saw accident causes flareup

—2026 May 12 escitalopram 5mg

Clonazepam .18mg

—2026 July 20 escitalopram 4.5mg

Clonazepam .18mg

—2026 Sept 12 escitalopram 3.5mg

Clonazepam 0.16mg

 

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Alright riddle me this one

Update:

got heat stroke yesterday. Full on. Moved 3/4 of a dump truck of gravel by wheelbarrow to the back of a build site. Super warm out. Sweating buckets, just absolutely demolished. No water to speak of. Had to quit early cause i stopped sweating and was seeing double. Barely made it home and dry heaved on the toilet and then laid on the bathroom tile floor for an hour while my toddler bounced toys off my head. Had a lukewarm shower and then experienced a crazy crazy migraine for like 5 hours.

Next day (today) has felt better than any previous day in this journey. I woke up feeling clear. Like my brain wasnt foggy, it was crisp and thinking straight. No visual issues, no vertigo, no twitches, cramps, halt palps, nothing.

Literally the opposite effect that i think most people in WD would have from sustaining a highly stressed state for a decent many hours and having my body try to shut down on me.

Thoughts? Ideas? The feeling good persists even this evening. Not showing signs of going away

Obviously not something i want to experience again but for such a marked increase in wellbeing it seems like it would be very worth it

—2018(ish) 5htp 100mg/day

2024 dec 1st: *unknowingly cold turkey 5htp*

—2025 jan 1st: strange and slightly uncomfortable symptoms appearance
—2025 jan 25th: 50mg prednisone -3 days -brutal adverse reaction to prednisone

—2025 jan-May: literal hell on earth symptoms. Zero escape 24/7
—2025 may 12th: clonazepam 0.5mg once daily as well as 10mg Escitalopram

—2025 may- oct spent stabilizing and getting back to work and family

—2025 oct-dec have taken the clonazepam down to .18mg and the Escitalopram to 7.5mg

—2026 jan 1st attempted to switch to zoloft 50mg and went terribly

—2026 jan 15th escitalopram 5mg clonazepam 0.18mg 

—2026 mar 17 escitalopram 5.5mg clonazepam 0.18mg

—2026 April 29 table saw accident causes flareup

—2026 May 12 escitalopram 5mg

Clonazepam .18mg

—2026 July 20 escitalopram 4.5mg

Clonazepam .18mg

—2026 Sept 12 escitalopram 3.5mg

Clonazepam 0.16mg

 

2 hours ago, Talltreescoldseas said:

Alright riddle me this one

Update:

got heat stroke yesterday. Full on. Moved 3/4 of a dump truck of gravel by wheelbarrow to the back of a build site. Super warm out. Sweating buckets, just absolutely demolished. No water to speak of. Had to quit early cause i stopped sweating and was seeing double. Barely made it home and dry heaved on the toilet and then laid on the bathroom tile floor for an hour while my toddler bounced toys off my head. Had a lukewarm shower and then experienced a crazy crazy migraine for like 5 hours.

Next day (today) has felt better than any previous day in this journey. I woke up feeling clear. Like my brain wasnt foggy, it was crisp and thinking straight. No visual issues, no vertigo, no twitches, cramps, halt palps, nothing.

Literally the opposite effect that i think most people in WD would have from sustaining a highly stressed state for a decent many hours and having my body try to shut down on me.

Thoughts? Ideas? The feeling good persists even this evening. Not showing signs of going away

Obviously not something i want to experience again but for such a marked increase in wellbeing it seems like it would be very worth it

No answer for you! I think we are all so different. I was expecting you to say you had a big uptick in symptoms after!

I did enjoy the note about your little one bouncing toys off you! Made me chuckle!

I relate to the day you had, Ive had many of those myself! But with out the big reaction (pre drugs)

I’m not a medical professional and cannot offer medical advice. I only offer my thoughts as support. Please speak to your health practitioner about your care. This is a peer site where we support each other on our taper/recovery journeys. 

 

If you are from the UK please make sure you fill in a 'Yellow Card' report for the MHRA. It is you doing your bit to help make a difference.

Please take the time to do it today 🙂 https://yellowcard.mhra.gov.uk

For US members details here.

I don't push myself anywhere near as hard as that, but I too have days where I over exert myself and it doesn't affect me after I have recovered from it.

Withdrawal can absolutely heighten how bad it feels to exert yourself, or get overheated and all those kinds of things, but not everyone then has prolonged setbacks from it.

I've been immensely physically ill, but have never felt that I worsened it by doing what I could, although I've had to stop things because I was feeling worse and worse in the moment.

Nothing I say is medical advice, it is simply my opinion. I am an anonymous person on an internet forum with no relevant qualifications other than being badly harmed by a drug. For all you know, I could be an idiot. You are making your own decisions and part of that is deciding how much to listen to my opinion, if at all.

 

Perhaps you should consider this post an artistic work of fiction written for entertainment purposes.


Story from SA: LukeUK: Remeron/Mirtazapine Severe Withdrawal - Introductions and updates - Surviving Antidepressants

 

15mg Remeron/Mirtazapine November starting 2022 (severe physical side effects)

Attempted to taper off January 2023, ended up having a major breakdown and going up to 30mg, took weeks to stabilise

1 month taper  to 0mg

Last dose April 2023

Severe withdrawal syndrome with many physical symptoms

Summary: 5 months using Mirtazapine, including 1 month taper ending late April 2023.

Just now, Luke said:

I don't push myself anywhere near as hard as that, but I too have days where I over exert myself and it doesn't affect me after I have recovered from it.

@Talltreescoldseas to be fair I am not exercise intolerant, so perhaps you aren't either and the reaction to it is just normal dehydration and exhaustion, but the bit about you feeling better is what gets me!

I’m not a medical professional and cannot offer medical advice. I only offer my thoughts as support. Please speak to your health practitioner about your care. This is a peer site where we support each other on our taper/recovery journeys. 

 

If you are from the UK please make sure you fill in a 'Yellow Card' report for the MHRA. It is you doing your bit to help make a difference.

Please take the time to do it today 🙂 https://yellowcard.mhra.gov.uk

For US members details here.

Hey @Talltreescoldseas , I am also not exercise intolerant and have continued to push my body pretty hard through all this (not to the point of heat stroke of course, but definitely to the point of physical exhaustion). For me, the day after training hard I sometimes feel better and sometimes worse. I’ve basically concluded it’s entirely random. But really glad to hear you had your best day yet — whatever the reason, it’s a great sign!!

I’m not a medical professional and cannot offer medical advice. I am new to this journey and my thoughts are based only on my personal experience with psychiatric drugs. This is a peer site where we support each other on our taper/recovery journeys. 

Current regimen:

Cymbalta - 90 mg/day

Seroquel - 12.5 mg/day

*holding to stabilize as of Apr 2026

 

History:

Seroquel - up to 50 mg as needed for sleep (generally 6.25-12.5 mg a few times a week, though sometimes more) - 2009 (ish) to present

Cymbalta - 60 mg/day, periodically down to 30 mg/day - May 2014 to May 2025

Clonazepam - up to 1 mg/day as needed - March to May 2025, quick taper off

Zoloft - 150 mg/day - May 2025 to Aug 2025 (quick cross-taper from Cymbalta)

Pristiq - 50 mg/day from Aug 2025 to mid-Oct 2025 (quick cross-taper from Zoloft); 100 mg/day from Oct 2025 to Dec 2025; back down to 50 mg/day from Dec 2025 to Jan 2026

Lyrica - 200 mg/day - Nov 2025 to Jan 2026 (quick taper off from mid-Jan to early Feb 2026 due to severe depressive symptoms)

Cymbalta - 60 mg/day - Jan - March 2026; up to 90 mg/day from March to present

 

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4 hours ago, Chippy said:

@Talltreescoldseas to be fair I am not exercise intolerant, so perhaps you aren't either and the reaction to it is just normal dehydration and exhaustion, but the bit about you feeling better is what gets me!

Yeah i’m a bit baffled. I was super exercise intolerant at the start of this so i expected to feel like total ass afterward. I had the “oh shit now i’ve done it” kinda feeling when i got the migraine but yeah! Weirdness

—2018(ish) 5htp 100mg/day

2024 dec 1st: *unknowingly cold turkey 5htp*

—2025 jan 1st: strange and slightly uncomfortable symptoms appearance
—2025 jan 25th: 50mg prednisone -3 days -brutal adverse reaction to prednisone

—2025 jan-May: literal hell on earth symptoms. Zero escape 24/7
—2025 may 12th: clonazepam 0.5mg once daily as well as 10mg Escitalopram

—2025 may- oct spent stabilizing and getting back to work and family

—2025 oct-dec have taken the clonazepam down to .18mg and the Escitalopram to 7.5mg

—2026 jan 1st attempted to switch to zoloft 50mg and went terribly

—2026 jan 15th escitalopram 5mg clonazepam 0.18mg 

—2026 mar 17 escitalopram 5.5mg clonazepam 0.18mg

—2026 April 29 table saw accident causes flareup

—2026 May 12 escitalopram 5mg

Clonazepam .18mg

—2026 July 20 escitalopram 4.5mg

Clonazepam .18mg

—2026 Sept 12 escitalopram 3.5mg

Clonazepam 0.16mg

 

11 minutes ago, Talltreescoldseas said:

Yeah i’m a bit baffled. I was super exercise intolerant at the start of this so i expected to feel like total ass afterward. I had the “oh shit now i’ve done it” kinda feeling when i got the migraine but yeah! Weirdness

Well Im glad for you!

I’m not a medical professional and cannot offer medical advice. I only offer my thoughts as support. Please speak to your health practitioner about your care. This is a peer site where we support each other on our taper/recovery journeys. 

 

If you are from the UK please make sure you fill in a 'Yellow Card' report for the MHRA. It is you doing your bit to help make a difference.

Please take the time to do it today 🙂 https://yellowcard.mhra.gov.uk

For US members details here.

9 hours ago, Talltreescoldseas said:

Alright riddle me this one

Update:

got heat stroke yesterday. Full on. Moved 3/4 of a dump truck of gravel by wheelbarrow to the back of a build site. Super warm out. Sweating buckets, just absolutely demolished. No water to speak of. Had to quit early cause i stopped sweating and was seeing double. Barely made it home and dry heaved on the toilet and then laid on the bathroom tile floor for an hour while my toddler bounced toys off my head. Had a lukewarm shower and then experienced a crazy crazy migraine for like 5 hours.

Next day (today) has felt better than any previous day in this journey. I woke up feeling clear. Like my brain wasnt foggy, it was crisp and thinking straight. No visual issues, no vertigo, no twitches, cramps, halt palps, nothing.

Literally the opposite effect that i think most people in WD would have from sustaining a highly stressed state for a decent many hours and having my body try to shut down on me.

Thoughts? Ideas? The feeling good persists even this evening. Not showing signs of going away

Obviously not something i want to experience again but for such a marked increase in wellbeing it seems like it would be very worth it

Okay so I am going to be "mom" right now. If this ever happens again, get to emergency. It can be life threatening...

Also make your own dehydration drink with salt and sugar/honey/maple syrup.

500 ml water, 1/4 tsp salt, 1 tbsp maple maple syrup.

Please take care of yourself. How is the thumb?

9 hours ago, Talltreescoldseas said:

Super warm out

For Victoria it is...we are so climatized and can't handle the heat. ❤️🙏😊💯

I am not a medical professional. My comments are based on my personal experience and information on SA.

 

Paroxetine-2002 onward-20mg/ Citalopram-2007-20 mg-straight switch from paroxetine-back to paroxetine after a month/ Sertraline -25 mg-Dec 2016- given for a month instead of paroxetine (doctor mistake) Oxazepam -10 mg-2016-twice weekly for a couple months for sleep/ Zopiclone -3.75-7.5mg-2020-2022-once a week for sleep/Paroxetine -20 yr+/ Dec2018-May 2022 20 mg/ May 2022 30mg/2022.07.28-2022.08.24 30mg to 0mg/ Prozac-10mg August 24-29 2022/Paroxetine -5mg-2022.11.28-2022.12.04/10mg-Dec 5&6/22/ Prozac-10mg-Dec 8&9/22/Paroxetine -5mg-2022.12.07 to 2023.07.01

 

TAPER-Paroxetine-2023-Jul 2-4.9mg/ Jul 21-4.8mg/Jul 28-4.73mg/Aug 4-4.65mg /Sep 21-4.58 mg/Oct 27-4.56 mg/Dec 5-4.54 mg/2024-Jan 2-4.52 mg/Jan 9-4.51 mg/Jan 17-4.49 mg/Jan 26-4.47mg/Feb 6-4.46mg/Feb 19-4.44mg /Apr 4-4.43mg/Apr 28-4.4 mg/May 5-4.39 mg/May 19-4.36 mg/Jul 2-4.34 mg/Jul 9-4.32mg/Jul 31-4.3 mg/Oct 1-4.29mg/Nov 27-4.25 mg/Dec 5-4.22mg/2025-Jan 5-4.17mg/Feb 2-4.1mg/Mar 7-4.07mg/Apr 23-4.04mg/May 23-4mg/Jun 22-3.99mg/Jun 30-3.95mg/Jul 18-3.92mg/Sep 25-3.9mg/2026-Mar 25-3.85mg/Sep 18-3.8mg

 

9am-paroxetine, 200mg mag bisglycinate/75 mg DGL if needed for reflux/150 mg calcium citrate/algae oil for omega 3/ginger as needed for nausea/500 mg of Vitamin C for cortisol

 

"... your strength will be in keeping calm..."-Isaiah 30:15

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5 hours ago, LostinCanada said:

Please take care of yourself. How is the thumb?

But it made me feel so good the next day!!

Thumbs getting better slowly. Closed up now so less chance of it getting whacked and sending my pain through the roof haha

5 hours ago, LostinCanada said:

For Victoria it is...we are so climatized and can't handle the heat. ❤️🙏😊💯

Truth. I think it was like 22 degrees on the thermometer. Granted i was going in between two buildings with white stucco and it was a solar oven..

—2018(ish) 5htp 100mg/day

2024 dec 1st: *unknowingly cold turkey 5htp*

—2025 jan 1st: strange and slightly uncomfortable symptoms appearance
—2025 jan 25th: 50mg prednisone -3 days -brutal adverse reaction to prednisone

—2025 jan-May: literal hell on earth symptoms. Zero escape 24/7
—2025 may 12th: clonazepam 0.5mg once daily as well as 10mg Escitalopram

—2025 may- oct spent stabilizing and getting back to work and family

—2025 oct-dec have taken the clonazepam down to .18mg and the Escitalopram to 7.5mg

—2026 jan 1st attempted to switch to zoloft 50mg and went terribly

—2026 jan 15th escitalopram 5mg clonazepam 0.18mg 

—2026 mar 17 escitalopram 5.5mg clonazepam 0.18mg

—2026 April 29 table saw accident causes flareup

—2026 May 12 escitalopram 5mg

Clonazepam .18mg

—2026 July 20 escitalopram 4.5mg

Clonazepam .18mg

—2026 Sept 12 escitalopram 3.5mg

Clonazepam 0.16mg

 

17 hours ago, Talltreescoldseas said:

Yeah i’m a bit baffled. I was super exercise intolerant at the start of this so i expected to feel like total ass afterward. I had the “oh shit now i’ve done it” kinda feeling when i got the migraine but yeah! Weirdness

That's a good thing, but I'd still recommend trying to pace yourself.

Certainly you can at least try to get more ontop of things like hydration in advance of activities like this.

Nothing I say is medical advice, it is simply my opinion. I am an anonymous person on an internet forum with no relevant qualifications other than being badly harmed by a drug. For all you know, I could be an idiot. You are making your own decisions and part of that is deciding how much to listen to my opinion, if at all.

 

Perhaps you should consider this post an artistic work of fiction written for entertainment purposes.


Story from SA: LukeUK: Remeron/Mirtazapine Severe Withdrawal - Introductions and updates - Surviving Antidepressants

 

15mg Remeron/Mirtazapine November starting 2022 (severe physical side effects)

Attempted to taper off January 2023, ended up having a major breakdown and going up to 30mg, took weeks to stabilise

1 month taper  to 0mg

Last dose April 2023

Severe withdrawal syndrome with many physical symptoms

Summary: 5 months using Mirtazapine, including 1 month taper ending late April 2023.

  • Author

Update:

So i had an appointment with my GP (been doing one per month since this shit hit the fan. Actually at the start it was one per week)

My story’s a little different in that it started with WD and i think that whole thing got flipped into an adverse reaction (prednisone)

Similar to steroid injections: https://www.drugs.com/answers/corisone-shot-injection-side-effects-how-long-do-449007.html?hash2=6071dfed680053ad8f2409519aa2cc93&utm_source=email-answers&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=personal-new-comment-after&utm_content=449007

So maybe i’m not the pure AD WD guy… and maybe this isnt the place where I fully belong but y’all are the best source of support and community that i have, with the symptom of damage most similar, so I hope you let me stay haha

I’ve been stuck on the Epigenetics thing for a long time now as the changes that i’ve made that have made the most difference have always been targeted at methylation/histone acetylation.

Had a bit of an armed (with knowledge) chat to my, admittedly great, doc. He listened to everything I said and went “well yeah, steroids and any drug with a concentric ring structure exerts their effects on dna. That’s how they work. Most people though seem to shake off the changes pretty quickly and their epigenetic changes get re conscripted quickly. It seems like yours didn’t re-write afterward.”

So there we have it for my theory for my specific case. I’ve been having success with

-vit c

-methylfolate

-omega 3

-mac glycinate

-calcium agt

-p5p

That’s the acetylation stack and it’s proven to help things. going to try adding in the histone stack soon to round out the building blocks for my brain and body to make changes and see if I can see more progress.

I’m working with a DVD-R and not a DVD-RW system.

Also i referenced the struggles i had with glucocorticoid drugs and my genetic makeup on the GC/GR system and it’s pretty dysfunctional so it makes a bit of sense that these would effect me so severely

IMG_3081.jpeg

Edited by Talltreescoldseas

—2018(ish) 5htp 100mg/day

2024 dec 1st: *unknowingly cold turkey 5htp*

—2025 jan 1st: strange and slightly uncomfortable symptoms appearance
—2025 jan 25th: 50mg prednisone -3 days -brutal adverse reaction to prednisone

—2025 jan-May: literal hell on earth symptoms. Zero escape 24/7
—2025 may 12th: clonazepam 0.5mg once daily as well as 10mg Escitalopram

—2025 may- oct spent stabilizing and getting back to work and family

—2025 oct-dec have taken the clonazepam down to .18mg and the Escitalopram to 7.5mg

—2026 jan 1st attempted to switch to zoloft 50mg and went terribly

—2026 jan 15th escitalopram 5mg clonazepam 0.18mg 

—2026 mar 17 escitalopram 5.5mg clonazepam 0.18mg

—2026 April 29 table saw accident causes flareup

—2026 May 12 escitalopram 5mg

Clonazepam .18mg

—2026 July 20 escitalopram 4.5mg

Clonazepam .18mg

—2026 Sept 12 escitalopram 3.5mg

Clonazepam 0.16mg

 

1 hour ago, Talltreescoldseas said:

So maybe i’m not the pure AD WD guy… and maybe this isnt the place where I fully belong but y’all are the best source of support and community that i have, with the symptom of damage most similar, so I hope you let me stay haha

This site isn't really just for ADs, we are supporting those who have had their nervous systems damaged by a whole range of things. As I said before the nervous system doesn't care what the label on the box says, it just gets pissed off when we subject it to these nasty chemicals and repeated changes.

To be more clear, you are welcome here.

I'll not comment on your ongoing experiment! lol :)

I’m not a medical professional and cannot offer medical advice. I only offer my thoughts as support. Please speak to your health practitioner about your care. This is a peer site where we support each other on our taper/recovery journeys. 

 

If you are from the UK please make sure you fill in a 'Yellow Card' report for the MHRA. It is you doing your bit to help make a difference.

Please take the time to do it today 🙂 https://yellowcard.mhra.gov.uk

For US members details here.

9 hours ago, Talltreescoldseas said:

Update:

So i had an appointment with my GP (been doing one per month since this shit hit the fan. Actually at the start it was one per week)

My story’s a little different in that it started with WD and i think that whole thing got flipped into an adverse reaction (prednisone)

Similar to steroid injections: https://www.drugs.com/answers/corisone-shot-injection-side-effects-how-long-do-449007.html?hash2=6071dfed680053ad8f2409519aa2cc93&utm_source=email-answers&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=personal-new-comment-after&utm_content=449007

So maybe i’m not the pure AD WD guy… and maybe this isnt the place where I fully belong but y’all are the best source of support and community that i have, with the symptom of damage most similar, so I hope you let me stay haha

I’ve been stuck on the Epigenetics thing for a long time now as the changes that i’ve made that have made the most difference have always been targeted at methylation/histone acetylation.

Had a bit of an armed (with knowledge) chat to my, admittedly great, doc. He listened to everything I said and went “well yeah, steroids and any drug with a concentric ring structure exerts their effects on dna. That’s how they work. Most people though seem to shake off the changes pretty quickly and their epigenetic changes get re conscripted quickly. It seems like yours didn’t re-write afterward.”

So there we have it for my theory for my specific case. I’ve been having success with

-vit c

-methylfolate

-omega 3

-mac glycinate

-calcium agt

-p5p

That’s the acetylation stack and it’s proven to help things. going to try adding in the histone stack soon to round out the building blocks for my brain and body to make changes and see if I can see more progress.

I’m working with a DVD-R and not a DVD-RW system.

Also i referenced the struggles i had with glucocorticoid drugs and my genetic makeup on the GC/GR system and it’s pretty dysfunctional so it makes a bit of sense that these would effect me so severely

IMG_3081.jpeg

I wish I didn't have absolute brain fog and that I could understand this. Maybe one day. 🤣🤣🤣

I am not a medical professional. My comments are based on my personal experience and information on SA.

 

Paroxetine-2002 onward-20mg/ Citalopram-2007-20 mg-straight switch from paroxetine-back to paroxetine after a month/ Sertraline -25 mg-Dec 2016- given for a month instead of paroxetine (doctor mistake) Oxazepam -10 mg-2016-twice weekly for a couple months for sleep/ Zopiclone -3.75-7.5mg-2020-2022-once a week for sleep/Paroxetine -20 yr+/ Dec2018-May 2022 20 mg/ May 2022 30mg/2022.07.28-2022.08.24 30mg to 0mg/ Prozac-10mg August 24-29 2022/Paroxetine -5mg-2022.11.28-2022.12.04/10mg-Dec 5&6/22/ Prozac-10mg-Dec 8&9/22/Paroxetine -5mg-2022.12.07 to 2023.07.01

 

TAPER-Paroxetine-2023-Jul 2-4.9mg/ Jul 21-4.8mg/Jul 28-4.73mg/Aug 4-4.65mg /Sep 21-4.58 mg/Oct 27-4.56 mg/Dec 5-4.54 mg/2024-Jan 2-4.52 mg/Jan 9-4.51 mg/Jan 17-4.49 mg/Jan 26-4.47mg/Feb 6-4.46mg/Feb 19-4.44mg /Apr 4-4.43mg/Apr 28-4.4 mg/May 5-4.39 mg/May 19-4.36 mg/Jul 2-4.34 mg/Jul 9-4.32mg/Jul 31-4.3 mg/Oct 1-4.29mg/Nov 27-4.25 mg/Dec 5-4.22mg/2025-Jan 5-4.17mg/Feb 2-4.1mg/Mar 7-4.07mg/Apr 23-4.04mg/May 23-4mg/Jun 22-3.99mg/Jun 30-3.95mg/Jul 18-3.92mg/Sep 25-3.9mg/2026-Mar 25-3.85mg/Sep 18-3.8mg

 

9am-paroxetine, 200mg mag bisglycinate/75 mg DGL if needed for reflux/150 mg calcium citrate/algae oil for omega 3/ginger as needed for nausea/500 mg of Vitamin C for cortisol

 

"... your strength will be in keeping calm..."-Isaiah 30:15

10 hours ago, Talltreescoldseas said:

Mise à jour:

J'avais donc rendez-vous avec mon médecin généraliste (j'en prends un par mois depuis que tout a dégénéré. Au début, c'était un par semaine).

Mon histoire est un peu différente, car elle a commencé par un sevrage et je pense que tout cela a dégénéré en réaction indésirable (prednisone).

Similaire aux injections de stéroïdes : https://www.drugs.com/answers/corisone-shot-injection-side-effects-how-long-do-449007.html?hash2=6071dfed680053ad8f2409519aa2cc93&utm_source=email-answers&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=personal-new-comment-after&utm_content=449007

Alors, peut-être que je ne suis pas un pur joueur de Féticheur AD… et peut-être que ce n'est pas l'endroit où je me sens vraiment à ma place, mais vous êtes la meilleure source de soutien et la meilleure communauté que j'aie, avec des symptômes de dégâts très similaires, alors j'espère que vous me laisserez rester haha

Je suis bloqué sur la question de l'épigénétique depuis longtemps, car les changements que j'ai effectués et qui ont eu le plus d'impact ont toujours ciblé la méthylation/l'acétylation des histones.

J'ai eu une discussion assez approfondie (et bien informée) avec mon excellent médecin. Il a écouté attentivement tout ce que j'ai dit et m'a répondu : « Eh bien oui, les stéroïdes et tout médicament à structure annulaire concentrique agissent sur l'ADN. C'est leur mode d'action. Cependant, la plupart des gens semblent se remettre assez vite de ces changements et leurs modifications épigénétiques se réinitialisent rapidement. Il semblerait que les vôtres ne se soient pas réécrites par la suite. »

Voilà donc ma théorie pour mon cas particulier. J'ai obtenu de bons résultats avec

-vit c

-méthylfolate

-oméga 3

-mac glycinate

-calcium agt

-p5p

Il s'agit de la pile d'acétylation, et son efficacité est prouvée. Je vais bientôt essayer d'y ajouter la pile d'histones pour compléter les éléments constitutifs nécessaires à mon cerveau et à mon corps, afin de favoriser les changements et de voir si je constate davantage de progrès.

Je travaille avec un système DVD-R et non DVD-RW.

J'ai également évoqué mes difficultés avec les glucocorticoïdes et mon profil génétique concernant le système GC/GR, qui est assez dysfonctionnel ; il est donc logique que ces médicaments m'affectent aussi fortement.

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It’s interesting, how did you do that? Do you think it’s appropriate for people on wd, or did you do that in relation to your steroid use?

About 1 week of st John's wort

 

 

then

 

20-25 october 2025 : escitalopram 10mg (liquid)

 

 

18 november- 9 december 2025 : Fluoxétine 20 mg (liquid, 10 ml) - 2 days at 30 mg then return to 20 mg because of side effects.

 

Stop everything on 9th december 2025 (last dose 2mg 9th december).

 

in parallel prazepam drops (3 to 13 drops at the evening), on november 2025.

 

"The devil is a liar and he's smiling." 😈

 

🌸"The flower that blossoms in adversity is the most beautiful and rare of all." 🌸

"Do not take life quite so seriously – you surely will never get out of it alive". Bernard Le Bovier de Fontenelle. ✨️

 

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13 hours ago, poulette38 said:

It’s interesting, how did you do that? Do you think it’s appropriate for people on wd, or did you do that in relation to your steroid use?

Specifically, how did I do what? :)

22 hours ago, Chippy said:

This site isn't really just for ADs, we are supporting those who have had their nervous systems damaged by a whole range of things. As I said before the nervous system doesn't care what the label on the box says, it just gets pissed off when we subject it to these nasty chemicals and repeated changes.

To be more clear, you are welcome here.

I'll not comment on your ongoing experiment! lol :)

Thanks buddy. Damaged I am but still kicking

It might explain why supplements and stuff dont seem to set me off like most of the cases of ssri wd or injury, bit different factors.

And hey! Experiment’s working so far, havent stepped on any serious landmines yet (touch wood) (but not sawblades) and somehow my thumb is healing as well which is good. Wound pretty much fully closed up now

—2018(ish) 5htp 100mg/day

2024 dec 1st: *unknowingly cold turkey 5htp*

—2025 jan 1st: strange and slightly uncomfortable symptoms appearance
—2025 jan 25th: 50mg prednisone -3 days -brutal adverse reaction to prednisone

—2025 jan-May: literal hell on earth symptoms. Zero escape 24/7
—2025 may 12th: clonazepam 0.5mg once daily as well as 10mg Escitalopram

—2025 may- oct spent stabilizing and getting back to work and family

—2025 oct-dec have taken the clonazepam down to .18mg and the Escitalopram to 7.5mg

—2026 jan 1st attempted to switch to zoloft 50mg and went terribly

—2026 jan 15th escitalopram 5mg clonazepam 0.18mg 

—2026 mar 17 escitalopram 5.5mg clonazepam 0.18mg

—2026 April 29 table saw accident causes flareup

—2026 May 12 escitalopram 5mg

Clonazepam .18mg

—2026 July 20 escitalopram 4.5mg

Clonazepam .18mg

—2026 Sept 12 escitalopram 3.5mg

Clonazepam 0.16mg

 

3 hours ago, Talltreescoldseas said:

Thanks buddy. Damaged I am but still kicking

Yeah you are!

3 hours ago, Talltreescoldseas said:

It might explain why supplements and stuff dont seem to set me off like most of the cases of ssri wd or injury, bit different factors

Maybe!? Maybe not!? Plenty don't react to supplements too. Why? We have not idea.

3 hours ago, Talltreescoldseas said:

And hey! Experiment’s working so far, havent stepped on any serious landmines yet (touch wood) (but not sawblades) and somehow my thumb is healing as well which is good. Wound pretty much fully closed up now

Glad to hear this! Yes keep away from the sharp spiney things! Glad you thumbs healing up ok. Mine is still tight and stingy at times 3 years out! Starting to get some sensation back in it though, so thats cool. Time!

I’m not a medical professional and cannot offer medical advice. I only offer my thoughts as support. Please speak to your health practitioner about your care. This is a peer site where we support each other on our taper/recovery journeys. 

 

If you are from the UK please make sure you fill in a 'Yellow Card' report for the MHRA. It is you doing your bit to help make a difference.

Please take the time to do it today 🙂 https://yellowcard.mhra.gov.uk

For US members details here.

7 hours ago, Talltreescoldseas said:

The Specifically, how did I do what? :)

Thanks buddy. Damaged I am but still kicking

It might explain why supplements and stuff dont seem to set me off like most of the cases of ssri wd or injury, bit different factors.

And hey! Experiment’s working so far, havent stepped on any serious landmines yet (touch wood) (but not sawblades) and somehow my thumb is healing as well which is good. Wound pretty much fully closed up now

The table ?

About 1 week of st John's wort

 

 

then

 

20-25 october 2025 : escitalopram 10mg (liquid)

 

 

18 november- 9 december 2025 : Fluoxétine 20 mg (liquid, 10 ml) - 2 days at 30 mg then return to 20 mg because of side effects.

 

Stop everything on 9th december 2025 (last dose 2mg 9th december).

 

in parallel prazepam drops (3 to 13 drops at the evening), on november 2025.

 

"The devil is a liar and he's smiling." 😈

 

🌸"The flower that blossoms in adversity is the most beautiful and rare of all." 🌸

"Do not take life quite so seriously – you surely will never get out of it alive". Bernard Le Bovier de Fontenelle. ✨️

 

7 hours ago, Talltreescoldseas said:

And hey! Experiment’s working so far, havent stepped on any serious landmines yet (touch wood) (but not sawblades) and somehow my thumb is healing as well which is good. Wound pretty much fully closed up now

4 hours ago, Chippy said:

Yes keep away from the sharp spiney things! Glad you thumbs healing up ok. Mine is still tight and stingy at times 3 years out! Starting to get some sensation back in it though, so thats cool. Time!

I still think we should start a woodworker's recovery group. We could call it Woodworking on Withdrawal!😅

Started Paxil for GAD in 1999

Unsuccessful taper attempt in 2006

Paxilprogress helped with a successful taper completed in 2009

Using therapy and CBT to manage my anxiety
 

I offer advice based on my experience.  Nothing I share is intended to be medical or therapy advice. 

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1 hour ago, poulette38 said:

The table ?

Ah forsure. So that came from a program called “genetic lifehacks” it was basically the cheapest way to get my dna data (which i downloaded from one of those ancestry sites. I sequenced it many years ago and they always allow you to download your genetic data) then you run it through another program to actually show your specific mutations and alleles in an easy to read way.

I think it’s helpful for just about everyone to be honest. It’s quite insightful about mood, health, biomarkers to watch out for, things you’re likely to be deficient in, etc

—2018(ish) 5htp 100mg/day

2024 dec 1st: *unknowingly cold turkey 5htp*

—2025 jan 1st: strange and slightly uncomfortable symptoms appearance
—2025 jan 25th: 50mg prednisone -3 days -brutal adverse reaction to prednisone

—2025 jan-May: literal hell on earth symptoms. Zero escape 24/7
—2025 may 12th: clonazepam 0.5mg once daily as well as 10mg Escitalopram

—2025 may- oct spent stabilizing and getting back to work and family

—2025 oct-dec have taken the clonazepam down to .18mg and the Escitalopram to 7.5mg

—2026 jan 1st attempted to switch to zoloft 50mg and went terribly

—2026 jan 15th escitalopram 5mg clonazepam 0.18mg 

—2026 mar 17 escitalopram 5.5mg clonazepam 0.18mg

—2026 April 29 table saw accident causes flareup

—2026 May 12 escitalopram 5mg

Clonazepam .18mg

—2026 July 20 escitalopram 4.5mg

Clonazepam .18mg

—2026 Sept 12 escitalopram 3.5mg

Clonazepam 0.16mg

 

4 minutes ago, Talltreescoldseas said:

Ah forsure. So that came from a program called “genetic lifehacks” it was basically the cheapest way to get my dna data (which i downloaded from one of those ancestry sites. I sequenced it many years ago and they always allow you to download your genetic data) then you run it through another program to actually show your specific mutations and alleles in an easy to read way.

I think it’s helpful for just about everyone to be honest. It’s quite insightful about mood, health, biomarkers to watch out for, things you’re likely to be deficient in, etc

Thank you, we need to go to the lab so that this data can be used on this software? How does it work?

About 1 week of st John's wort

 

 

then

 

20-25 october 2025 : escitalopram 10mg (liquid)

 

 

18 november- 9 december 2025 : Fluoxétine 20 mg (liquid, 10 ml) - 2 days at 30 mg then return to 20 mg because of side effects.

 

Stop everything on 9th december 2025 (last dose 2mg 9th december).

 

in parallel prazepam drops (3 to 13 drops at the evening), on november 2025.

 

"The devil is a liar and he's smiling." 😈

 

🌸"The flower that blossoms in adversity is the most beautiful and rare of all." 🌸

"Do not take life quite so seriously – you surely will never get out of it alive". Bernard Le Bovier de Fontenelle. ✨️

 

Please @Talltreescoldseas , be very carefull !

Don’t go out in the hot weather! Work or not. I had sunstroke last summer, I almost died! 🥵

About 1 week of st John's wort

 

 

then

 

20-25 october 2025 : escitalopram 10mg (liquid)

 

 

18 november- 9 december 2025 : Fluoxétine 20 mg (liquid, 10 ml) - 2 days at 30 mg then return to 20 mg because of side effects.

 

Stop everything on 9th december 2025 (last dose 2mg 9th december).

 

in parallel prazepam drops (3 to 13 drops at the evening), on november 2025.

 

"The devil is a liar and he's smiling." 😈

 

🌸"The flower that blossoms in adversity is the most beautiful and rare of all." 🌸

"Do not take life quite so seriously – you surely will never get out of it alive". Bernard Le Bovier de Fontenelle. ✨️

 

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13 hours ago, poulette38 said:

Thank you, we need to go to the lab so that this data can be used on this software? How does it work?

The initial test (ancestry.com, 22andme, etc) is just a simple cheek swab that you mail in

Once the do the dna test you get sent a link to check out your geneology and etc on their site. Then you can also download the raw genetics data and just upload that to the other site. Super easy.

12 hours ago, poulette38 said:

Please @Talltreescoldseas , be very carefull !

Don’t go out in the hot weather! Work or not. I had sunstroke last summer, I almost died! 🥵

Heat is life. Almost always working outside all summer (usually 4/5 days a week) and its sometimes 30+ degrees so it’s what I gotta do!

—2018(ish) 5htp 100mg/day

2024 dec 1st: *unknowingly cold turkey 5htp*

—2025 jan 1st: strange and slightly uncomfortable symptoms appearance
—2025 jan 25th: 50mg prednisone -3 days -brutal adverse reaction to prednisone

—2025 jan-May: literal hell on earth symptoms. Zero escape 24/7
—2025 may 12th: clonazepam 0.5mg once daily as well as 10mg Escitalopram

—2025 may- oct spent stabilizing and getting back to work and family

—2025 oct-dec have taken the clonazepam down to .18mg and the Escitalopram to 7.5mg

—2026 jan 1st attempted to switch to zoloft 50mg and went terribly

—2026 jan 15th escitalopram 5mg clonazepam 0.18mg 

—2026 mar 17 escitalopram 5.5mg clonazepam 0.18mg

—2026 April 29 table saw accident causes flareup

—2026 May 12 escitalopram 5mg

Clonazepam .18mg

—2026 July 20 escitalopram 4.5mg

Clonazepam .18mg

—2026 Sept 12 escitalopram 3.5mg

Clonazepam 0.16mg

 

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