30 minutes ago, Lighty said:

good today overall, drank 2 teas, continued diamond painting, but had a fight with my family kinda and then they also fought i needed to close myself in my room.

Oh family.. sorry, we are all there at times, wise of you to separate yourself from the situation! I'd love to see the painting when you're done 🙂

last 24 hours I feel like my body is super weak and rotting in a way so I have not commented on people's stuff.

15 hours ago, Lighty said:

last 24 hours I feel like my body is super weak and rotting in a way so I have not commented on people's stuff.

Hope you feel better today mate

16 hours ago, Lighty said:

last 24 hours I feel like my body is super weak and rotting in a way so I have not commented on people's stuff.

 

Just do so when you can. This is a community, if everyone just posts a bit when they feel able to, it all adds up.

 

There's no pressure on you to be online and posting regularly when you're having a difficult time.

 

I hope it improves soon.

Yeah I'm better now than yesterday.

I sometimes forget everyone here is struggling, even really positive posters like you @Lighty. Hang in there man. I'm glad I reminded you of that diamond painting. I'd like to see it too when it's done.

16 minutes ago, Kahran said:

I sometimes forget everyone here is struggling, even really positive posters like you @Lighty. Hang in there man. I'm glad I reminded you of that diamond painting. I'd like to see it too when it's done.

Thank you, I actually have finished the one I have continued after your comments reminding me.

https://ibb.co/FkpNHQJL

Edited April 10Apr 10 by Lighty

17 hours ago, Lighty said:

last 24 hours I feel like my body is super weak and rotting in a way so I have not commented on people's stuff.

I'm sorry! you allowed as all of us, take your time..

Hope it's get easier for you soon.

Oh wow, thats really cool! Reminds me of perler beads. You should make more!

Just an update, since im starting to become more 'spiritual' again, I started meditating again.

Yesterday I did 2 meditations, one was 5 minutes and other was 7 minutes and in the sun.

Today I did a 15 minutes meditation, it's a walk in the park for me, since i need to keep that certain mindset when I deal with symptoms, meditating is not much different but it puts you in a different state of mind that's very good.

@Lighty hope you've been doing alright man.

30 minutes ago, Kahran said:

@Lighty hope you've been doing alright man.

Yeah just a wave and me being exhausted from stuff.

Good night haha.

Update:

So I have been doing pretty much the same, dealing with fatigue a lot, doing well in my spirit, having bad days and better days.

My mom is officially off all the drugs she was on, for not that long of a time, I helped her get off the anti psychotic that she did have issues at first but could taper it in a few months with smaller steps, and she stopped the antidepressant on her own appreantly 2 months ago without issues, so at least that's passed me.

I have been exploring a new interest of investments on singulat companies, it seems you can make a lot of money if you have money and read a lot about company and do the right risk assessment with the data and knowledge you have, you need to learn to read data, it is pretty enjoyable for me, and im gonna start making investments on companies after learning for a bit and doing risk assessment on things.

2 hours ago, Lighty said:

Update:

So I have been doing pretty much the same, dealing with fatigue a lot, doing well in my spirit, having bad days and better days.

My mom is officially off all the drugs she was on, for not that long of a time, I helped her get off the anti psychotic that she did have issues at first but could taper it in a few months with smaller steps, and she stopped the antidepressant on her own appreantly 2 months ago without issues, so at least that's passed me.

I have been exploring a new interest of investments on singulat companies, it seems you can make a lot of money if you have money and read a lot about company and do the right risk assessment with the data and knowledge you have, you need to learn to read data, it is pretty enjoyable for me, and im gonna start making investments on companies after learning for a bit and doing risk assessment on things.

Hi @Lighty popped in to ask how you were and came across your update.

Good to hear that you are relatively well although sorry to hear about the fatigue, given time that will also balance out.

Quite amazing that you are able to help your mother while you are in the process, it must not be easy to deal with this however I'm glad that she is doing well so far.

Very happy to hear about the desire for something new, an excellent sign of healing system, wonderful, hope something good happens with the new field you are exploring, good luck with that!

Edited May 6May 6 by Fullhealing

1 minute ago, Fullhealing said:

Hi @Lighty popped in to ask how you were and came across your update.

Good to hear that you are relatively well although sorry to hear about the fatigue, given time that will also balance out.

Quite amazing that you are able to help your mother while you are in the process, it must not be easy to deal with this however I'm glad that she is doing well so far.

Very happy to hear that you have a desire to try something new, an excellent sign of healing system, wonderful, hope something good happens with the new field you are exploring, good luck, stay well.

I mean im still sick and I have days with involuntary movements and fatigue and pain and what not, I just enter a monk mindset and do all my mindset techniques, so even with all my limits and symptoms, I'm very happy with my life, despite me being basically disabled and what not.

3 minutes ago, Fullhealing said:

Quite amazing that you are able to help your mother while you are in the process, it must not be easy to deal with this however I'm glad that she is doing well so far.

yeah when she entered withdrawal, I was in a very bad state and didn't comprehend things yet, thought we would all die, she went back and started cutting herself with my scale, she was way less sensitive so she just did 0.004g drops of tablet weight, she was able to get off, and the AD i didn't even know she stopped so was easy for her I guess.

I had today a bad day with a bunch of shaking and some involuntary movement stuff, as well as fatigue and brain being slow and what not.

But it wasn't as bad thanks to my mindset and the day passed so quickly.

This is why I'm such a believer in my mindset, You can have 2 people with the same symptoms, one will torment themselves and other will just be able to deal with the bother as needed, while not attaching to it, and the time passes by.

12 hours ago, Lighty said:

I had today a bad day with a bunch of shaking and some involuntary movement stuff, as well as fatigue and brain being slow and what not.

But it wasn't as bad thanks to my mindset and the day passed so quickly.

This is why I'm such a believer in my mindset, You can have 2 people with the same symptoms, one will torment themselves and other will just be able to deal with the bother as needed, while not attaching to it, and the time passes by.

Very wise @Lighty

honestly last 5 days been not easy, with a bunch of symptoms going around and what not.

Sorry to read @Lighty you do so well with coping and set a great example to us all.

I keep having very bad days, both yesterday evening and today day, as well as 3 days ago evening, physically and emotionally im tired of it, but i deal with it anyways cause i have to, and this is the way for me to be eventually healthy.

1 hour ago, Lighty said:

but i deal with it anyways cause i have to, and this is the way for me to be eventually healthy.

Oh my god, may we all heal, @Lighty

It sounds like an unattainable dream, yet some people before us have achieved it. We can’t predict anything with certainty, but it’s good to constantly remember it 🥺

21 minutes ago, poulette38 said:

Oh my god, may we all heal, @Lighty

It sounds like an unattainable dream, yet some people before us have achieved it. We can’t predict anything with certainty, but it’s good to constantly remember it 🥺

also it's good to keep a good spirit, a good spirit helps heal the body.

My mom told me in the past more than once about a center she knew about in the US for people with terminal cancer that doctors gave up on, that she heard about when she worked there with my dad, and basically that group focused on guided visualization and stuff like that, and the thing is, 50% of the people there healed, people that all the doctors gave up on and had no hope of healing and are gonna die according to the doctors belief, 50% of them healed.

The spirit is more powerful than people think, yeah you are still gonna struggle with wd, but the moment you stop believing the ups and downs, and just do what you need to do and stay mindful, it's way easier, and I believe helps you heal, there is a clear connection between your spirit and the body, most people are reactive and do react with their emotions and get depressed based on physical things, but you can be proactive and power your body through your spirit being strong.

Incredible. These centers are a blessing. But then who took care of them if there weren’t any doctors?

I watch Jamey Carrington’s videos on ytbe. He says he doesn’t even want to have a normal body anymore because God healed him. I had tears in my eyes listening to this. Definitely an example of successful spiritual healing.

That’s true. Thanks to a positive mind, people can overcome many hardships. We forgot that, that’s why we accepted the medication. The solution was within us, not in the medication. When I say in us, I don’t necessarily mean by the sheer force of our minds (even though I think that was the case for some), but just to have taken the trouble to try other methods. To be accompanied with tact and patience by people who knew the subject. That’s all we asked for. people for whom the medication is clearly intended at first, such as suicidal, no longer leave their beds etc, I am convinced that there are other solutions for them too.

I even read the testimony of someone who asked to be interned and said she didn’t want any medicine, as soon as she arrived. She benefited from group activities, psychotherapy, etc. She stayed there for a while and recovered. This is proof that no case is so desperate that it requires drugs... it just takes longer and people don’t take the time anymore (patients want quick solutions, and doctors want to give quick solutions).

Edited May 30May 30 by poulette38

@Lighty I'm sorry to hear you're having difficult days.