@Lighty Thank you, hope you are not suffering too badly at the moment 🙏

3 minutes ago, Beehive said:

@Lighty Thank you, hope you are not suffering too badly at the moment 🙏

im doing pretty okay, didn't sleep well last night but that's just how it is

Edited April 19Apr 19 by Lighty

19 minutes ago, Beehive said:

@Fullhealing @Finni Well that was a rough ride yesterday, plenty of healing going on there !...not sure of the time aboutv10 30 🤔 I could feel the symptoms still but it was like a strength came over me the anxiousness and fear left and I suddenly felt strong like I can do this ...I think I fell asleep about11.00 and woke at 05.00 . Woke with slight symptoms but they soon disappeared followed by the calmness like someone was saying you are going to be ok....feel a bit bruised from yesterday but I can't complain as I feel in control at the moment. I hope 🙏 @Fullhealing that things are settling for you as well ❤️

So glad to hear that you are relatively okay now @Beehive yesterday I felt how trapped and suffering you were, felt upset for not being able to give much as I was in such a mess but today is a new day!

Hope it continues to get better for you my friend, we always get through those nasty waves it in the end it just feels like endless darkness inside.

Keep up the bravery, you are coping so great! 💕

Edited April 19Apr 19 by Fullhealing

23 minutes ago, Beehive said:

@Fullhealing @Finni Well that was a rough ride yesterday, plenty of healing going on there !...not sure of the time aboutv10 30 🤔 I could feel the symptoms still but it was like a strength came over me the anxiousness and fear left and I suddenly felt strong like I can do this ...I think I fell asleep about11.00 and woke at 05.00 . Woke with slight symptoms but they soon disappeared followed by the calmness like someone was saying you are going to be ok....feel a bit bruised from yesterday but I can't complain as I feel in control at the moment. I hope 🙏 @Fullhealing that things are settling for you as well ❤️

So pleased to hear this @Beehive , some relief is great! Hope the day continues on this path! xxx

7 minutes ago, Fullhealing said:

So glad to hear that you are relatively okay now @Beehive yesterday I felt how trapped and suffering you were and I was upset with myself for not being able to give much as I was in such a mess but today is a new day!

Hope it continues to get better for you my friend, we always get through it in the end it just feels like endless darkness inside.

Keep up the bravery, you are coping so great! 💕

Please don't ever feel upset about not supporting. We are all suffering in our own way . We can't always be there for each other ,self care is priority . We all understand that .🙏❤️

6 minutes ago, Beehive said:

Please don't ever feel upset about not supporting. We are all suffering in our own way . We can't always be there for each other ,self care is priority . We all understand that .🙏❤️

Bless you @Beehive it hurts to see others suffering so badly but you're right, we give according to our ability 🙏

Edited April 19Apr 19 by Fullhealing

My reactions have run out again today ! I would have liked your post @Fullhealing

Ok thinking something may be going on here ,twice now that I've noticed ,I've been fairly sympton free this morning then took my liquid and blood pressure tablet together as usual at 09.00 ...and hour later symptons appear tights chest back and neck ,feeding thoughts ,I also noticed it the other day an hour later 🤔 ok plan of action for now before I go to weighing . Have returned to my original orange juice and have split my tablet which does have a line .So the solution will be 11ml instead of 22ml . Will also take blood pressure tablet at a different time . Look on SA said could be too much serotonin or if in withdrawal 😁 drug fluctuations. So we shall see its worth doing this just to see 🤞

Edited April 19Apr 19 by Beehive

1 hour ago, Beehive said:

Ok thinking something may be going on here ,twice now that I've noticed ,I've been fairly sympton free this morning then took my liquid and blood pressure tablet together as usual at 09.00 ...and hour later symptons appear tights chest back and neck ,feeding thoughts ,I also noticed it the other day an hour later 🤔 ok plan of action for now before I go to weighing . Have returned to my original orange juice and have split my tablet which does have a line .So the solution will be 11ml instead of 22ml . Will also take blood pressure tablet at a different time . Look on SA said could be too much serotonin or if in withdrawal 😁 drug fluctuations. So we shall see its worth doing this just to see 🤞

So are they saying that if you have less of the drug to work with that the fluctuations wouldn’t be as big?

@Finni From what I gather its fluctuations within your dose you are taking. I don't believe with my method I am getting an accurate dose. Who knows though it could be any variant but I will try and be more accurate

8 minutes ago, Beehive said:

@Finni From what I gather its fluctuations within your dose you are taking. I don't believe with my method I am getting an accurate dose. Who knows though it could be any variant but I will try and be more accurate

As you can see by my thread, I’m always questioning the accuracy of my dose too.

Even though people keep telling me the weight is the most accurate way of measuring

I keep thinking it has to be something like a dose variation to cause these wild symptoms.

I think part of this is that our brain is looking for something to pin it all on

4 minutes ago, Finni said:

I keep thinking it has to be something like a dose variation to cause these wild symptoms.

I think part of this is that our brain is looking for something to pin it all on

could be a dose thingy, but also in general withdrawal symptoms flactuates even in people that have CTd.

either way there is no 100% way, just stay as accurate as possible.

Do you prepare your dose a few days in advance or everyday at the same time?

11 minutes ago, Lighty said:

could be a dose thingy, but also in general withdrawal symptoms flactuates even in people that have CTd.

either way there is no 100% way, just stay as accurate as possible.

Do you prepare your dose a few days in advance or everyday at the same time?

Each day

1 minute ago, Finni said:

Each day

yeah so you are as accurate as possible, it will eventually pass with time

3 hours ago, Beehive said:

Ok thinking something may be going on here ,twice now that I've noticed ,I've been fairly sympton free this morning then took my liquid and blood pressure tablet together as usual at 09.00 ...and hour later symptons appear tights chest back and neck ,feeding thoughts ,I also noticed it the other day an hour later 🤔 ok plan of action for now before I go to weighing . Have returned to my original orange juice and have split my tablet which does have a line .So the solution will be 11ml instead of 22ml . Will also take blood pressure tablet at a different time . Look on SA said could be too much serotonin or if in withdrawal 😁 drug fluctuations. So we shall see its worth doing this just to see 🤞

@Beehive It's great that you have your finger on the pulse but in a moderate way.

As we know, getting fixated on where, why can only causes over-flaring so as you wisely said, check for a while and see where it goes.

I'm sorry you're still experiencing those symptoms, hopefully it will ease very soon 🩷

@Beehive are you saying you are trying to move to dry cutting?

@Chippy No not yet anyway...just splitting my dose so its only there for 11 days instead of 22 ..sorry if I confused you . Am breaking my tablet in two it has a line

@Chippy I use 50mg tablets as that's what I was given ...

3 minutes ago, Beehive said:

@Chippy No not yet anyway...just splitting my dose so its only there for 11 days instead of 22 ..sorry if I confused you . Am breaking my tablet in two it has a line

I’m with you.

For what it’s worth this is what I would do.

I’d not switch at all. Moving to a different format isn’t good when you are not stable anyway. Which I know you are not doing yet. Being on liquid is perfect for tapering at lower doses, when you get there.

What I would do, is make your dose daily and weigh the powder/tablet needed with scales. Consistency and fresh is best!

I’ll help with the maths if you need. 😀

@Chippy Thank you for your input...I am already on liquid but I use the solution over 22 days ...and thank you for your offer of help . As others have said many times , it's amazing how much you do for others considering you are one of the suffering too ❤️

5 minutes ago, Beehive said:

@Chippy Thank you for your input...I am already on liquid but I use the solution over 22 days ...and thank you for your offer of help . As others have said many times , it's amazing how much you do for others considering you are one of the suffering too ❤️

Pleasure Beehive. Yes I realise. I think it would be best if it was fresh. Let me know if you want help how to achieve this and still maximise doses out of one pill if that’s what you want to do. X

@Chippy Sorry misunderstood when you said..when you get there 🤯...If you don't mind yes I would ..I have asked @LostinCanada a while ago must look back and see what she wrote 😊 would prefer to get the most out of the tablet

Edited April 19Apr 19 by Beehive

5 minutes ago, Beehive said:

@Chippy Sorry misunderstood when you said..when you get there 🤯...If you don't mind yes I would ..I have asked @LostinCanada a while ago must look back and see what she wrote 😊 would prefer to get the most out of the tablet

Ok, yes no problems.

Can you weigh 10 tablets and divide by 10 to give me an average pill weight? :) I suspect you have done this already?

Ummm no I haven't been weighing the tablets 🫣....Will do ..

7 minutes ago, Beehive said:

Ummm no I haven't been weighing the tablets 🫣....Will do ..

Ok yes, do that and let me know the total weight of 10 and I can do the rest! 😀