11 minutes ago, Beehive said:

@Finni Thanks for your honesty 😊 it's strange as I said I don't normally smell myself but are certain times during withdrawal I do smell 🤫 I get paranoid and keep asking my husband if he can smell ot he says no ...I keep saying to him it smells a bit like grapefruit 😄

I smell grapefruit right now, as a matter of fact! This morning has brought tons of that stinky stress sweat

28 minutes ago, Finni said:

I’m having a lot of motorized feelings in my body that feel like they’re “accelerating”. Very strange and very distressing. They take over my whole body and make me feel like I have tons of pressure.

Akasthisia today, as well.

I never would’ve dreamed that this was even possible

True @Finni who would have believed, beyond brutal! luckily we have adaptable system that can endure a lot and also recover 🙏

Edited April 17Apr 17 by Fullhealing

44 minutes ago, Finni said:

I’m having a lot of motorized feelings in my body that feel like they’re “accelerating”. Very strange and very distressing. They take over my whole body and make me feel like I have tons of pressure.

Akasthisia today, as well.

I never would’ve dreamed that this was even possible

I had that yesterday, its absolutely the worst feeling . Its like you have been possessed by some unknown force and there is nothing you can do . I kept sitting down then jumping up and moving to another room ,I couldn't settle and my whole body and mind was so activated I felt out of it . I felt like a pressure cooker ready to blow. Do you eventually feel it calming down ? I always know when mine is letting go as I start to feel tired. It's the most awful feeling and I'm so sorry you are having to go through that . Are you able to take an Epsom salt bath muscle soak or replenishing magnesium. Praying you get some peace soon .it doesn't help you now but I have been there 🙏

41 minutes ago, Beehive said:

I had that yesterday, its absolutely the worst feeling . Its like you have been possessed by some unknown force and there is nothing you can do . I kept sitting down then jumping up and moving to another room ,I couldn't settle and my whole body and mind was so activated I felt out of it . I felt like a pressure cooker ready to blow. Do you eventually feel it calming down ? I always know when mine is letting go as I start to feel tired. It's the most awful feeling and I'm so sorry you are having to go through that . Are you able to take an Epsom salt bath muscle soak or replenishing magnesium. Praying you get some peace soon .it doesn't help you now but I have been there 🙏

It will eventually ease! But wow, it’s brutal when it locks in and keeps accelerating for so long. I’m propped up on my bed right now, looking outside and trying to distract myself with Instagram and stuff and it almost feels like it could pin me to my bed. 🤪

Earlier I was needing to pace but for now I’m able to stay in one spot.

That is a good sign @Finni I was initially pacing then like you I was able to sit or lay on the bed ..after a while I started to feel tired and could literally feel my body deflating. I also drink chamomile tea to help . Hoping you find some comfort soon 🙏

I listened to this earlier not sure if you are able to do this  https://youtu.be/axNkUBpxDs0?si=m0KD_1YAeK23GiK_

Edited April 17Apr 17 by Beehive

13 minutes ago, Finni said:

It will eventually ease! But wow, it’s brutal when it locks in and keeps accelerating for so long. I’m propped up on my bed right now, looking outside and trying to distract myself with Instagram and stuff and it almost feels like it could pin me to my bed. 🤪

Earlier I was needing to pace but for now I’m able to stay in one spot.

Oh @Finni that's awful! can you take a brisk walk to release pent-up energy? I remember so clearly how brutal it was! that and jumping until exhaustion helped me somewhat.

I really hope it will ease for you soon 🙏

@Fullhealing

Sometimes I can do that, but right now the pressure is so great in my head that it’s hard to have good balance so I’m trying to just stay in one spot 🙏

6 minutes ago, Finni said:

@Fullhealing

Sometimes I can do that, but right now the pressure is so great in my head that it’s hard to have good balance so I’m trying to just stay in one spot 🙏

I completely understand, anything that is right for you to get out of this situation, even just letting it be even though it's very hard to accept..

Sometimes I had to do hard sports and sometimes a lot of nothing was the right thing.. what is certain is that if it over for me, it will for you too!! You're really brave and strong dealing with that 🩷

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I'm so sorry @Beehive I hijacked your thread!! I'll stop here 🙏

@Fullhealing No worries..we are all here to help each other ❤️

3 minutes ago, Beehive said:

@Fullhealing No worries..we are all here to help each other ❤️

Bless you @Beehive I hope you are better atm 💕

@Fullhealing I've not been too bad ,but have that feeling which is hard to describe kindof like your nearly there to feeling great but you feel heavy in the head and disconnected not quite adenhonia but like a tight grip around your head eyes feel off like dry and not focusing ears ringing and someone squeezing your brain and you just feel blank ..body ok all in the head .it doesn't stop you doing stuff though 🤷🏻‍♀️ hope you are doing ok...just thinking about it it's like I have an allergy that sort of feeling

Edited April 17Apr 17 by Beehive

20 minutes ago, Beehive said:

@Fullhealing I've not been too bad ,but have that feeling which is hard to describe kindof like your nearly there to feeling great but you feel heavy in the head and disconnected not quite adenhonia but like a tight grip around your head eyes feel off like dry and not focusing ears ringing and someone squeezing your brain and you just feel blank ..body ok all in the head .it doesn't stop you doing stuff though 🤷🏻‍♀️ hope you are doing ok...just thinking about it it's like I have an allergy that sort of feeling

similar feeling here too @Beehive you described it well, even though I have a window and I feel good, it's dirty good with constant tinnitus, a sense of disconnection and heaviness, kind of chemical good.. well, all makes sense in light of the process we're going through..

So glad you're okay for now 🙏

Edited April 17Apr 17 by Fullhealing

7 hours ago, Beehive said:

Apologies for this question..I don't suffer with body odour normally but there are times in withdrawal where I can smell a smell 😄 has anyone noticed not all the time but now and again they have a body odour 🤔

@Beehive I

Have had times when this has happened , I'm happy it didn't happen a lot

@cheeky hope you are doing ok 🙏

Good morning 🌞 @Beehive how your night went? How things atm?

Morning @Beehive I hope your night was ok and that today is an easy one for you. Xxx

1 hour ago, Beehive said:

@cheeky hope you are doing ok 🙏

1 hour ago, Beehive said:

@cheeky hope you are doing ok 🙏

Hey @Beehive ,

Yes I feel I'm In a window today , just went for a walk and going to do some cooking .

I hope your okay ?

@Fullhealing @Chippy @cheeky Not a great night woke up a couple of times then about 4.00 the cortisol started the fear and feeling scared like im not safe ! Still dealing with it now . Trying to stay calm and reason with it but not having much luck

I feel so pathetic when I'm like this but it's so scary .

8 minutes ago, Beehive said:

@Fullhealing @Chippy @cheeky Not a great night woke up a couple of times then about 4.00 the cortisol started the fear and feeling scared like im not safe ! Still dealing with it now . Trying to stay calm and reason with it but not having much luck

I'm sorry @Beehive those awful flips.. you bravely dealt with so many so the current one is no exception, you got it!

I really hope it clears up very soon!

big comforting hug 🩷

@Beehive jusy remember it's just a feeling and it won't hurt you , don't give into the fear of it . Try to do something to distract . We're all in this together

17 minutes ago, Beehive said:

@Fullhealing @Chippy @cheeky Not a great night woke up a couple of times then about 4.00 the cortisol started the fear and feeling scared like im not safe ! Still dealing with it now . Trying to stay calm and reason with it but not having much luck

Sorry to read beehive 😞 it can feel relentless I know all this. You’ve got it. I’m hoping as the day passes this will burn off. Often the case. More healing needed but it’s happening right now don’t forget!

Thanks all it's just so tough this is definitely my achilles heal !!

@Chippy would have liked your post but it wouldn't let me