January 30Jan 30 1 hour ago, Chippy said: Not sure on the car count. Been driving since I could so 17. Alot of cars and vans since then! Maybe not as many as you though! Thanks @Chippy jolly good, No I have had too many really, but Bikers are all very similar in changing regular. We seem to just get an urge for the next one. The perfect bike doesn't exist, we just keep wanting to change, then when purchased we are already thinking of the next one. Expensive hobby, I need my health back an a well paid job. Just a PIPE DREAM at the moment. Take care, B.👍 2001-2021 Prozac 20mg 2020-2021 Tramadol 300mg 2022 April 15th Started Mirtazapine 15mg 2022 Sept 15 dropped to 7.5mg 2023 May 16th failed CT reinstated. 2023 June 30th tapering off 2025 Jan 7th Stopped all drugs.
January 30Jan 30 Author 2 minutes ago, NT1100B said: Thanks @Chippy jolly good, No I have had too many really, but Bikers are all very similar in changing regular. We seem to just get an urge for the next one. The perfect bike doesn't exist, we just keep wanting to change, then when purchased we are already thinking of the next one. Expensive hobby, I need my health back an a well paid job. Just a PIPE DREAM at the moment. Take care, B.👍 This is very true mate. I always wanted something else. I had some great bikes. Looking back I would say my favourites: Honda CB1000R, Prob the best bike I had. Comfy around town and could tuck in and ride a bit more spiritedly too. Honda CBR600RR, So smooth and easy to ride and looked really good. Ducati 848, bit of an handful but lovely bike sounded great! Think I might want something a with a bit more legs on it later or perhaps another CB1000R. Hard to beat that thing. Not sure if I will ride again. I suspect so one day but.... Yes health back is top priority then the world is our oyster right! I’m not a medical professional and cannot offer medical advice. I only offer my thoughts as support. Please speak to your health practitioner about your care. This is a peer site where we support each other on our taper/recovery journeys. If you are from the UK please make sure you fill in a 'Yellow Card' report for the MHRA. It is you doing your bit to help make a difference.Please take the time to do it today 🙂 https://yellowcard.mhra.gov.ukFor US members details here.
January 30Jan 30 On 1/25/2026 at 4:46 AM, Chippy said: Yes it’s a familiar story mate. I’ve been up at 4am for a few weeks now. Used to get up 7am earliest most my life. Peaceful time of to day though. Wish we all slept a bit better though. We will in time. I've always been an early riser and even then I could probably have counted on two hands how many times in my life I'd been awake from 3:30/4am for no reason before Mirtazapine. Nothing I say is medical advice, it is simply my opinion. I am an anonymous person on an internet forum with no relevant qualifications other than being badly harmed by a drug. For all you know, I could be an idiot. You are making your own decisions and part of that is deciding how much to listen to my opinion, if at all. Perhaps you should consider this post an artistic work of fiction written for entertainment purposes. Story from SA: LukeUK: Remeron/Mirtazapine Severe Withdrawal - Introductions and updates - Surviving Antidepressants 15mg Remeron/Mirtazapine November starting 2022 (severe physical side effects) Attempted to taper off January 2023, ended up having a major breakdown and going up to 30mg, took weeks to stabilise 1 month taper to 0mg Last dose April 2023 Severe withdrawal syndrome with many physical symptoms Summary: 5 months using Mirtazapine, including 1 month taper ending late April 2023.
January 30Jan 30 Author 2 minutes ago, Luke said: I've always been an early riser and even then I could probably have counted on two hands how many times in my life I'd been awake from 3:30/4am for no reason before Mirtazapine. Yes Mirt sleep is a real thing. And seems to be the hardest thing to fix. I’m not a medical professional and cannot offer medical advice. I only offer my thoughts as support. Please speak to your health practitioner about your care. This is a peer site where we support each other on our taper/recovery journeys. If you are from the UK please make sure you fill in a 'Yellow Card' report for the MHRA. It is you doing your bit to help make a difference.Please take the time to do it today 🙂 https://yellowcard.mhra.gov.ukFor US members details here.
January 30Jan 30 2 minutes ago, Chippy said: Yes health back is top priority then the world is our oyster right! Yes @Chippy let's hope so mate yes. Yes I think my best Bike was a 1200VFR DCT 170bhp. Twist and go..... what an addictive engine it had, V4 howl and Vtech kick like a mule. 150mph on that. BMW K1300s another 170bhp machine.....150mph with more to go. Did have an S1000RR for a short spell, but it was TOO race rep for me. Most miles in a week on a Suzuki GSX650F, 2300 miles up Scotland in the week. never missed a beat. The fun days, B.😁 2001-2021 Prozac 20mg 2020-2021 Tramadol 300mg 2022 April 15th Started Mirtazapine 15mg 2022 Sept 15 dropped to 7.5mg 2023 May 16th failed CT reinstated. 2023 June 30th tapering off 2025 Jan 7th Stopped all drugs.
January 30Jan 30 Author 11 minutes ago, NT1100B said: Yes @Chippy let's hope so mate yes. Yes I think my best Bike was a 1200VFR DCT 170bhp. Twist and go..... what an addictive engine it had, V4 howl and Vtech kick like a mule. 150mph on that. BMW K1300s another 170bhp machine.....150mph with more to go. Did have an S1000RR for a short spell, but it was TOO race rep for me. Most miles in a week on a Suzuki GSX650F, 2300 miles up Scotland in the week. never missed a beat. The fun days, B.😁 Sounds like a nice bunch of bikes there I nearly got an S1000R the naked but it was too digital. And crazy fast. I like a bike to feel like a bike. I had a cross runner which had the VFR800 engine in it so I get the Vtech kick, fantastic! I’m not a medical professional and cannot offer medical advice. I only offer my thoughts as support. Please speak to your health practitioner about your care. This is a peer site where we support each other on our taper/recovery journeys. If you are from the UK please make sure you fill in a 'Yellow Card' report for the MHRA. It is you doing your bit to help make a difference.Please take the time to do it today 🙂 https://yellowcard.mhra.gov.ukFor US members details here.
February 1Feb 1 Hi Chippy! So good to see you here! I'm so glad we all found a place to land after saying goodbye to SA. Honestly, that was super sad for me. Glad we can continue and take care of business. ☺️♥️🌻 Sept 1993 Began paroxetine 20 mg for anxiety and depression- worked like a charm. 1st taper - Aug 1995 tapered over 3 weeks before getting pregnant- great at first, crashed at one month. White knuckled it through 2 miscarriages. Spring 1996 (?) Reinstated paroxetine 20 mg. 2nd taper- Spring 2008 tapered off paroxetine over 4 months. Summer 2008 crashed horribly, nearly incapacitated by WD; Summer 2008-Summer 2009 tried 4 different ADs, none as effective as paroxetine. Summer 2009 Reinstated 20 mg paroxetine, not as effective as previously. 3rd taper- Jun 19, 2019 began 10 mg paroxetine, 10 mg fluoxetine for one week. Jun 26 20 mg fluoxetine, 5 mg paroxetine for one week. Jul 3- 20 mg fluoxetine + lorazepam (0.5 mg) as needed up to 2x/day. Aug 12- 30 mg fluox; Sept 3- .5 mg clonazepam daily; end lorazepam; Sept 5- 40 mg fluox; End of 2019- returned to paroxetine 20 mg/day most of the year, 30mg/day in the winter. BEGIN 4th TAPER ATTEMPT: Jul 13 2025- 30 -> 25 mg; 10 Sept -> 22.5mg; 3 Oct -> 20 mg; 10 Oct -> hold 2 weeks; 2 Nov -> 19.5 mg; 9 Nov -> 19 mg; 16 Nov -> hold 1 week; 22 Nov -> 18.6 mg; 30 Nov -> 18.2 mg; 7 Dec -> hold 1 week; 14 Dec -> 17.8 mg; 21 Dec -> 17.5 mg; 28 Dec -> 17.1 mg; 4 Jan 2026 -> 16.7 mg -> hold 2 weeks ; 28 Jan -> 16.4 mg; 1 Feb -> 16.0 mg; 8 Feb -> 15.7 mg; 15 Feb -> hold 2 weeks; 1 Mar -> 15.5 mg; 8 Mar -> 15.2 mg; 15 Mar -> hold; 5 Apr -> 14.9. Supplements: Vit D, Magesium L-threonate, Vit C, Zinc, Melatonin, Multivitamin
February 1Feb 1 Author 1 hour ago, gardengirl2 said: Hi Chippy! So good to see you here! I'm so glad we all found a place to land after saying goodbye to SA. Honestly, that was super sad for me. Glad we can continue and take care of business. ☺️♥️🌻 Hey @gardengirl2 Yes it's great to see you here! So sad SA closes in 4 minutes! Crazy. Will miss it. Glad we started this site though we needed somewhere else to go! When you get a chance can you make a topic for yourself in the introductions section for me? Thank you! 🙂 I’m not a medical professional and cannot offer medical advice. I only offer my thoughts as support. Please speak to your health practitioner about your care. This is a peer site where we support each other on our taper/recovery journeys. If you are from the UK please make sure you fill in a 'Yellow Card' report for the MHRA. It is you doing your bit to help make a difference.Please take the time to do it today 🙂 https://yellowcard.mhra.gov.ukFor US members details here.
February 1Feb 1 Hi @Chippy One bit of bad news I got before I went in supermarket, my mobile pinged and it was a message from DWP appeal, I will be getting result this week, So that will be THAT money gone.🤬 Just got a new sick note as well until 3rd/3rd. We are just NOT SEEN as sick, when we know nothing more horrific than this. Take care, B.🤞 2001-2021 Prozac 20mg 2020-2021 Tramadol 300mg 2022 April 15th Started Mirtazapine 15mg 2022 Sept 15 dropped to 7.5mg 2023 May 16th failed CT reinstated. 2023 June 30th tapering off 2025 Jan 7th Stopped all drugs.
February 1Feb 1 Author 4 minutes ago, NT1100B said: Hi @Chippy One bit of bad news I got before I went in supermarket, my mobile pinged and it was a message from DWP appeal, I will be getting result this week, So that will be THAT money gone.🤬 Just got a new sick note as well until 3rd/3rd. We are just NOT SEEN as sick, when we know nothing more horrific than this. Take care, B.🤞 Hey Bud So you dont know yet what the result is? I’m not a medical professional and cannot offer medical advice. I only offer my thoughts as support. Please speak to your health practitioner about your care. This is a peer site where we support each other on our taper/recovery journeys. If you are from the UK please make sure you fill in a 'Yellow Card' report for the MHRA. It is you doing your bit to help make a difference.Please take the time to do it today 🙂 https://yellowcard.mhra.gov.ukFor US members details here.
February 1Feb 1 4 minutes ago, Chippy said: So you dont know yet what the result is? No, apparently they can't give over the phone, so a letter will be coming this week sometime. Take care, B. 2001-2021 Prozac 20mg 2020-2021 Tramadol 300mg 2022 April 15th Started Mirtazapine 15mg 2022 Sept 15 dropped to 7.5mg 2023 May 16th failed CT reinstated. 2023 June 30th tapering off 2025 Jan 7th Stopped all drugs.
February 1Feb 1 Author 23 minutes ago, NT1100B said: No, apparently they can't give over the phone, so a letter will be coming this week sometime. Take care, B. Got you. So did they cut off at the moment? I’m not a medical professional and cannot offer medical advice. I only offer my thoughts as support. Please speak to your health practitioner about your care. This is a peer site where we support each other on our taper/recovery journeys. If you are from the UK please make sure you fill in a 'Yellow Card' report for the MHRA. It is you doing your bit to help make a difference.Please take the time to do it today 🙂 https://yellowcard.mhra.gov.ukFor US members details here.
February 1Feb 1 Paid 27th last month, But I am expecting to have lost. Just worried they want money back! Take care, B.🤞 2001-2021 Prozac 20mg 2020-2021 Tramadol 300mg 2022 April 15th Started Mirtazapine 15mg 2022 Sept 15 dropped to 7.5mg 2023 May 16th failed CT reinstated. 2023 June 30th tapering off 2025 Jan 7th Stopped all drugs.
February 1Feb 1 Author 26 minutes ago, NT1100B said: Paid 27th last month, But I am expecting to have lost. Just worried they want money back! Take care, B.🤞 Well I hope the appeal is successful mate. Heavens knows it’s only right it is. I’m not a medical professional and cannot offer medical advice. I only offer my thoughts as support. Please speak to your health practitioner about your care. This is a peer site where we support each other on our taper/recovery journeys. If you are from the UK please make sure you fill in a 'Yellow Card' report for the MHRA. It is you doing your bit to help make a difference.Please take the time to do it today 🙂 https://yellowcard.mhra.gov.ukFor US members details here.
February 1Feb 1 33 minutes ago, Chippy said: Well I hope the appeal is successful mate. Heavens knows it’s only right it is. Thanks @Chippy 🤞But I very much doubt it. As you know even most Doctors deny it. NO problem with a sick note though, 13 month and no questions asked. Take care, B.🤞 2001-2021 Prozac 20mg 2020-2021 Tramadol 300mg 2022 April 15th Started Mirtazapine 15mg 2022 Sept 15 dropped to 7.5mg 2023 May 16th failed CT reinstated. 2023 June 30th tapering off 2025 Jan 7th Stopped all drugs.
February 2Feb 2 Morning @Chippy a bit thrown out this morning SA gone. How's things this morning mate. I hope you are lifting again now and finding a better base line. Keep plodding Bud. Take care, B.👍 2001-2021 Prozac 20mg 2020-2021 Tramadol 300mg 2022 April 15th Started Mirtazapine 15mg 2022 Sept 15 dropped to 7.5mg 2023 May 16th failed CT reinstated. 2023 June 30th tapering off 2025 Jan 7th Stopped all drugs.
February 2Feb 2 Author Just now, NT1100B said: Morning @Chippy a bit thrown out this morning SA gone. How's things this morning mate. I hope you are lifting again now and finding a better base line. Keep plodding Bud. Take care, B.👍 Hey Bud Not Good or bad. Bit tired got 5.5 hours straight again. So certainly in a new phase here aren’t it. Felt ok and not ok yesterday. Sometimes I feel like all this last month has been progress but in terms of how I actually feel it often feels like a side step. Hard to say. Ultimately it’s moving in a direction just so slow. I’m not a medical professional and cannot offer medical advice. I only offer my thoughts as support. Please speak to your health practitioner about your care. This is a peer site where we support each other on our taper/recovery journeys. If you are from the UK please make sure you fill in a 'Yellow Card' report for the MHRA. It is you doing your bit to help make a difference.Please take the time to do it today 🙂 https://yellowcard.mhra.gov.ukFor US members details here.
February 2Feb 2 18 minutes ago, Chippy said: Felt ok and not ok yesterday. Sometimes I feel like all this last month has been progress but in terms of how I actually feel it often feels like a side step. Hard to say. Ultimately it’s moving in a direction just so slow. That @Chippy is the infuriating bit, SLOW. You are further in than me and still things are slow, but you have noticed improvement which is good. Keep slowly plodding Bud. Take care, B.🤞 2001-2021 Prozac 20mg 2020-2021 Tramadol 300mg 2022 April 15th Started Mirtazapine 15mg 2022 Sept 15 dropped to 7.5mg 2023 May 16th failed CT reinstated. 2023 June 30th tapering off 2025 Jan 7th Stopped all drugs.
February 3Feb 3 Morning @Chippy how's it going this morning mate? Any positive change for the better yet? I know healing is painfully slow, but then maybe at a certain point things speed up a bit and recovery happens, well a few I have seen just that. BUT, everyone is different. Keep plodding Bud. Take care, B.🤞 2001-2021 Prozac 20mg 2020-2021 Tramadol 300mg 2022 April 15th Started Mirtazapine 15mg 2022 Sept 15 dropped to 7.5mg 2023 May 16th failed CT reinstated. 2023 June 30th tapering off 2025 Jan 7th Stopped all drugs.
February 3Feb 3 Author 3 minutes ago, NT1100B said: Morning @Chippy how's it going this morning mate? Any positive change for the better yet? I know healing is painfully slow, but then maybe at a certain point things speed up a bit and recovery happens, well a few I have seen just that. BUT, everyone is different. Keep plodding Bud. Take care, B.🤞 Hey Mate Im ok bud. Slept fine. 6 hours straight through. Would love a bit more but we mustn’t be greedy. 🤷♂️ Honestly grateful for the shift. Much better. Time will fix the rest. Yesterday was ok. But nauseous in the morning but still a 6/10 then 7 then it just pushed into 8 in the evening. Ive been feeling some shifts this last month. I’ve not mentioned them as I could really describe them. Subtle. Like last night I felt like I was coming back online slightly. Like I could feel a sense of good to alive. Subtle but there. Time time time oh so much time I’m not a medical professional and cannot offer medical advice. I only offer my thoughts as support. Please speak to your health practitioner about your care. This is a peer site where we support each other on our taper/recovery journeys. If you are from the UK please make sure you fill in a 'Yellow Card' report for the MHRA. It is you doing your bit to help make a difference.Please take the time to do it today 🙂 https://yellowcard.mhra.gov.ukFor US members details here.
February 3Feb 3 9 minutes ago, Chippy said: Like last night I felt like I was coming back online slightly. Like I could feel a sense of good to alive. Subtle but there. Time time time oh so much time Good @Chippy without counting chickens, it sounds like you truly are getting nearer that magical corner. Keep that plodding Bud. Take care, B.👍😁 2001-2021 Prozac 20mg 2020-2021 Tramadol 300mg 2022 April 15th Started Mirtazapine 15mg 2022 Sept 15 dropped to 7.5mg 2023 May 16th failed CT reinstated. 2023 June 30th tapering off 2025 Jan 7th Stopped all drugs.
February 3Feb 3 Author 4 minutes ago, NT1100B said: Good @Chippy without counting chickens, it sounds like you truly are getting nearer that magical corner. Keep that plodding Bud. Take care, B.👍😁 🤞🫣 I’m not a medical professional and cannot offer medical advice. I only offer my thoughts as support. Please speak to your health practitioner about your care. This is a peer site where we support each other on our taper/recovery journeys. If you are from the UK please make sure you fill in a 'Yellow Card' report for the MHRA. It is you doing your bit to help make a difference.Please take the time to do it today 🙂 https://yellowcard.mhra.gov.ukFor US members details here.
February 3Feb 3 On 1/30/2026 at 4:22 AM, Chippy said: Sounds like a nice bunch of bikes there I nearly got an S1000R the naked but it was too digital. And crazy fast. I like a bike to feel like a bike. I had a cross runner which had the VFR800 engine in it so I get the Vtech kick, fantastic! @Chippy and @NT1100B, catching up on pages, and love all the bike talk! Knowing nothing about bikes,it looks like a foreign language, fascinating! It also shows we all have real lives. When you all heal you'll have to treat yourselves to new bikes!🏍🏍😊 Aug 2022- Mirtzapine 15 (3 weeks) Sept 2022 - Jan 2023 Escitalopram 10 Dec 2023- April 2024 Escitalopram 2.5 June 2024 -Escitalopram 2.5 July 2024-Nov 2024 Escitalopram 5 Nov 2024- Feb 2025 Escitalopram 2.5 Feb 2025, 1 Prozac, 1 Zoloft cross taper Feb 19, 2025 off all meds, major WD https://www.survivingantidepressants.org/forums/topic/32394-hopeperseveres-escitalopr%C3%A1m-generic-lexapro-journey/page/
February 3Feb 3 3 minutes ago, HopePerseveres2.0 said: When you all heal you'll have to treat yourselves to new bikes!🏍🏍😊 Well @HopePerseveres2.0 only trouble is I may need a lottery win to fill my shopping list. But yes you are right....it's GOOD to talk AWAY from psych drug mayhem....like a breath of fresh air. Take care, B.😺😁 2001-2021 Prozac 20mg 2020-2021 Tramadol 300mg 2022 April 15th Started Mirtazapine 15mg 2022 Sept 15 dropped to 7.5mg 2023 May 16th failed CT reinstated. 2023 June 30th tapering off 2025 Jan 7th Stopped all drugs.
February 3Feb 3 Author 6 minutes ago, HopePerseveres2.0 said: @Chippy and @NT1100B, catching up on pages, and love all the bike talk! Knowing nothing about bikes,it looks like a foreign language, fascinating! It also shows we all have real lives. When you all heal you'll have to treat yourselves to new bikes!🏍🏍😊 Hey Hope P Yes it’s hard to imagine isn’t it but outside of AR we do have lives! All be it interrupted ones! I know there is a lot of numbers and jargon thrown about in most hobbies biking is no different! I hope so! I do miss it. Hope you’re ok?! I’m not a medical professional and cannot offer medical advice. I only offer my thoughts as support. Please speak to your health practitioner about your care. This is a peer site where we support each other on our taper/recovery journeys. If you are from the UK please make sure you fill in a 'Yellow Card' report for the MHRA. It is you doing your bit to help make a difference.Please take the time to do it today 🙂 https://yellowcard.mhra.gov.ukFor US members details here.
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