February 3Feb 3 Hi @Chippy Yes I very nearly got a VFR crossrunner it was the perfect style for me, could flat foot it as well. But never happened, also looked at 1200 VFR crosstourer, same engine as my VFR 1200F, only detuned to 130bhp Problem today, is they are ALL good and we are spoiled for choice. If I was a millionaire I would have 20. Pipe dreams. Take care, B.👍 2001-2021 Prozac 20mg 2020-2021 Tramadol 300mg 2022 April 15th Started Mirtazapine 15mg 2022 Sept 15 dropped to 7.5mg 2023 May 16th failed CT reinstated. 2023 June 30th tapering off 2025 Jan 7th Stopped all drugs.
February 3Feb 3 Author 7 minutes ago, NT1100B said: Hi @Chippy Yes I very nearly got a VFR crossrunner it was the perfect style for me, could flat foot it as well. But never happened, also looked at 1200 VFR crosstourer, same engine as my VFR 1200F, only detuned to 130bhp Problem today, is they are ALL good and we are spoiled for choice. If I was a millionaire I would have 20. Pipe dreams. Take care, B.👍 Yes addictive isn’t it. I will admit to 4 at once at one point and often 2 🫣 but found it too much to deal with! Just enjoyed it all so much. Not just the riding but the tinkering about building. Stripping forks back. Hell I’ve had bikes down to bare frame and rebuilt them. So much fun at the time. yes the crossrunner was great being a shorty as I am! I’m not a medical professional and cannot offer medical advice. I only offer my thoughts as support. Please speak to your health practitioner about your care. This is a peer site where we support each other on our taper/recovery journeys. If you are from the UK please make sure you fill in a 'Yellow Card' report for the MHRA. It is you doing your bit to help make a difference.Please take the time to do it today 🙂 https://yellowcard.mhra.gov.ukFor US members details here.
February 3Feb 3 47 minutes ago, Chippy said: Hey Mate Im ok bud. Slept fine. 6 hours straight through. Would love a bit more but we mustn’t be greedy. 🤷♂️ Honestly grateful for the shift. Much better. Time will fix the rest. Yesterday was ok. But nauseous in the morning but still a 6/10 then 7 then it just pushed into 8 in the evening. Ive been feeling some shifts this last month. I’ve not mentioned them as I could really describe them. Subtle. Like last night I felt like I was coming back online slightly. Like I could feel a sense of good to alive. Subtle but there. Time time time oh so much time Wonderful to hear @Chippy Small improvement is huge progress, very glad for you! As you said, time and more time.. we will get there eventually. 1998 forced on cipramil *no anxiety/depression background*Over the years all kinds of SSRI/SNRI/antipsychotics/stabilizers due to apparently side effects/withdrawalMany attempts to quit over the years with failure (extremely rapid taper followed by doctors' guidens)Current attempt-Paxil 20 mg:6/24 20 mg to 5 mg-severe AKA9/24 Increase to 20-AKA continues10/24 stopped completely-AKA out of control 11/24 Zoloft bridge attempt-25 mg to 75 mg+Seroquel-AKA continued-stopped them CT.12/24 Back on Paxil 10mg (0.1789g)-some stabilization-from here tapered by about 30% each time (don't remember doses and dates).2025 - 7.10 0.0558g (3.11mg)/7.11 3% 0.0541g (3.02mg)/4.12 1% 0.0535g (2.98mg)2026 - 3.1 1.5% 0.0526g (2.93mg)/9.1 8.5% 0.0480g (2.68mg)/16.2 1.8% 0.0470g (2.62mg)/21.3 1% 0.466 (2.60mg)/23.4 2.2% 0.455g (2.54mg)/8.7 21.7% 0.0356.5g (2mg)/15.8 updose by 11.7% 0.0400g (2.23mg)Supplements:Magnesium Glycinate - started 28.5.26 1 capsule 200mg in the morning - Increased brain fog and muscle stiffness - stopped after two weeks.Iron - liquid, quarter of recommended dose - increased anxiety and burning sensation - stopped after two weeks.Saffron - started 8.7.26 1 capsule 30mg in the morning - pretty immediate improvement in terms of terror, body pain and sleep.
February 3Feb 3 Author Just now, Fullhealing said: Wonderful to hear @Chippy Small improvement is huge progress, very glad for you! As you said, time and more time.. we will get there eventually. Thanks 🙏 @Fullhealing fingers crossed. So non linear all this so I try not to be too hopeful in the short term. Long term however I am very optimistic. Bless you for the encouragement. Cxx I’m not a medical professional and cannot offer medical advice. I only offer my thoughts as support. Please speak to your health practitioner about your care. This is a peer site where we support each other on our taper/recovery journeys. If you are from the UK please make sure you fill in a 'Yellow Card' report for the MHRA. It is you doing your bit to help make a difference.Please take the time to do it today 🙂 https://yellowcard.mhra.gov.ukFor US members details here.
February 3Feb 3 4 minutes ago, Chippy said: Stripping forks back. Hell I’ve had bikes down to bare frame and rebuilt them. So much fun at the time. yes the crossrunner was great being a shorty as I am! Hell @Chippy Sounds good, so you are mechanical minded well and truly then. Here's a funny one for you then. I fixed a centre stand on the GSX650F I toured Scotland on. Now I had watched how to on Youtube, but clever me thought I could get the retaining spring on by hand. WELL lying on my back arm threaded trough the rear wheel, bike obviously just on the side stand an no wheels chocked, I ended up with the bike on top of me with almost a broken arm. So after wriggling out somehow, back in and on the laptop, watched the clip again, back out and in less than 5 minutes it was on. SO moral of the story it DO it like you have been SHOWN. Good bike that. 130mph on a good straight. Cheap and cheerful. So yes I do what I can, Youtube is a winner, can save you a packet. Take care, B.👍 2001-2021 Prozac 20mg 2020-2021 Tramadol 300mg 2022 April 15th Started Mirtazapine 15mg 2022 Sept 15 dropped to 7.5mg 2023 May 16th failed CT reinstated. 2023 June 30th tapering off 2025 Jan 7th Stopped all drugs.
February 3Feb 3 9 minutes ago, NT1100B said: I ended up with the bike on top of me with almost a broken arm. Excellent story B! I'd rather be in this scenario 10 times over WITH the broken arm too over being in AD med injury withdrawal! Aug 2022- Mirtzapine 15 (3 weeks) Sept 2022 - Jan 2023 Escitalopram 10 Dec 2023- April 2024 Escitalopram 2.5 June 2024 -Escitalopram 2.5 July 2024-Nov 2024 Escitalopram 5 Nov 2024- Feb 2025 Escitalopram 2.5 Feb 2025, 1 Prozac, 1 Zoloft cross taper Feb 19, 2025 off all meds, major WD https://www.survivingantidepressants.org/forums/topic/32394-hopeperseveres-escitalopr%C3%A1m-generic-lexapro-journey/page/
February 3Feb 3 Author 10 minutes ago, NT1100B said: Hell @Chippy Sounds good, so you are mechanical minded well and truly then I try. I’m ok at it. Learned as I went. Saves a fortune and you do a better job a lot of the time. Not got the energy for it atm! 11 minutes ago, NT1100B said: fixed a centre stand on the GSX650F I toured Scotland on. Now I had watched how to on Youtube, but clever me thought I could get the retaining spring on by hand. WELL lying on my back arm threaded trough the rear wheel, bike obviously just on the side stand an no wheels chocked, I ended up with the bike on top of me with almost a broken arm. Oh no! I’ve done many silly things too! Best way to learn. Well if you live through your mistakes that is! 😂 12 minutes ago, NT1100B said: Cheap and cheerful Another thing I love about bikes. So much bang for your buck! I’m not a medical professional and cannot offer medical advice. I only offer my thoughts as support. Please speak to your health practitioner about your care. This is a peer site where we support each other on our taper/recovery journeys. If you are from the UK please make sure you fill in a 'Yellow Card' report for the MHRA. It is you doing your bit to help make a difference.Please take the time to do it today 🙂 https://yellowcard.mhra.gov.ukFor US members details here.
February 3Feb 3 Hell yes @Chippy that's the infuriating part. A broken arm is fixed in weeks. WITH a clear happy mind. So yes it's the very worst scenario anyone can go through, and never knowing where the end is. Horrible by the extreme. Take care, B.👍 2001-2021 Prozac 20mg 2020-2021 Tramadol 300mg 2022 April 15th Started Mirtazapine 15mg 2022 Sept 15 dropped to 7.5mg 2023 May 16th failed CT reinstated. 2023 June 30th tapering off 2025 Jan 7th Stopped all drugs.
February 3Feb 3 Author 1 minute ago, NT1100B said: Hell yes @Chippy that's the infuriating part. A broken arm is fixed in weeks. WITH a clear happy mind. So yes it's the very worst scenario anyone can go through, and never knowing where the end is. Horrible by the extreme. Take care, B.👍 100% I’m not a medical professional and cannot offer medical advice. I only offer my thoughts as support. Please speak to your health practitioner about your care. This is a peer site where we support each other on our taper/recovery journeys. If you are from the UK please make sure you fill in a 'Yellow Card' report for the MHRA. It is you doing your bit to help make a difference.Please take the time to do it today 🙂 https://yellowcard.mhra.gov.ukFor US members details here.
February 3Feb 3 Yes @Chippy The late Joey Dunlop used to work on and set up his own race bike, he never trusted another mechanic, do it yourself, you KNOW it's done. Oh another silly one for you. The first trip up Scotland on GSX650F I was based at Beauly near Inverness. Anyway met a Guy from the Orkneys, we had good crack and swapped numbers. Well fast forward 3 month and I was up again, on a r1200rt. Now I did the Applecross run first so stayed at Fort William 2 nights as it's not too far from there. So early morning from Fort William it was up to the John O'Groats to catch a ferry to the Orkneys. So quite a trek, well I get's to Kirkwall and decide to fill the bike up at a fuel station there. My hotel was about 6 miles away from Kirkwall. Well anyway almost got to the hotel, and the bike was sputtering, not much at first but as I parked up it conked. Well I put my luggage in the Hotel room got booked in, and went out and tried the bike again, nothing. So the girl behind the bar got Kirkwall garage on the phone and she asked if I had a receipt, no I said £12 on pump 8. Oh she said is your motorbike diesel !!!!!!!! Well no RAC on Orkneys. So I rang the guy Alex I had met at Beauly and within an hour he was out in a pickup, with some of his mates, empty fuel drum and another with petrol and we got it drained out and filled up with petrol. Now we didn't get it running that night, it got dark on us and the battery got low, but next morning a guy working on a boat had a spare battery and jump leads and within minutes and a big cloud of smoke she was running like a good one again. They couldn't do ENOUGH for you up there. BRILLIANT people. Couldn't have been much further from home on that one. Brilliant week after that. Take care, B. 2001-2021 Prozac 20mg 2020-2021 Tramadol 300mg 2022 April 15th Started Mirtazapine 15mg 2022 Sept 15 dropped to 7.5mg 2023 May 16th failed CT reinstated. 2023 June 30th tapering off 2025 Jan 7th Stopped all drugs.
February 3Feb 3 Author 13 minutes ago, NT1100B said: Yes @Chippy The late Joey Dunlop used to work on and set up his own race bike, he never trusted another mechanic, do it yourself, you KNOW it's done. Oh another silly one for you. The first trip up Scotland on GSX650F I was based at Beauly near Inverness. Anyway met a Guy from the Orkneys, we had good crack and swapped numbers. Well fast forward 3 month and I was up again, on a r1200rt. Now I did the Applecross run first so stayed at Fort William 2 nights as it's not too far from there. So early morning from Fort William it was up to the John O'Groats to catch a ferry to the Orkneys. So quite a trek, well I get's to Kirkwall and decide to fill the bike up at a fuel station there. My hotel was about 6 miles away from Kirkwall. Well anyway almost got to the hotel, and the bike was sputtering, not much at first but as I parked up it conked. Well I put my luggage in the Hotel room got booked in, and went out and tried the bike again, nothing. So the girl behind the bar got Kirkwall garage on the phone and she asked if I had a receipt, no I said £12 on pump 8. Oh she said is your motorbike diesel !!!!!!!! Well no RAC on Orkneys. So I rang the guy Alex I had met at Beauly and within an hour he was out in a pickup, with some of his mates, empty fuel drum and another with petrol and we got it drained out and filled up with petrol. Now we didn't get it running that night, it got dark on us and the battery got low, but next morning a guy working on a boat had a spare battery and jump leads and within minutes and a big cloud of smoke she was running like a good one again. They couldn't do ENOUGH for you up there. BRILLIANT people. Couldn't have been much further from home on that one. Brilliant week after that. Take care, B. Quite an adventure mate! Easily done in the fuel thing! Gald the bike was ok! Live the Highlands spend loads of time up there in the camper. Good times. I’m not a medical professional and cannot offer medical advice. I only offer my thoughts as support. Please speak to your health practitioner about your care. This is a peer site where we support each other on our taper/recovery journeys. If you are from the UK please make sure you fill in a 'Yellow Card' report for the MHRA. It is you doing your bit to help make a difference.Please take the time to do it today 🙂 https://yellowcard.mhra.gov.ukFor US members details here.
February 3Feb 3 Superb @Chippy and it's on the doorstep. Done about 4500 miles up there. Take care B. 2001-2021 Prozac 20mg 2020-2021 Tramadol 300mg 2022 April 15th Started Mirtazapine 15mg 2022 Sept 15 dropped to 7.5mg 2023 May 16th failed CT reinstated. 2023 June 30th tapering off 2025 Jan 7th Stopped all drugs.
February 4Feb 4 Morning @Chippy how's it going this morning mate? I hope you are doing good. Keep plodding and take care, B.🤞 2001-2021 Prozac 20mg 2020-2021 Tramadol 300mg 2022 April 15th Started Mirtazapine 15mg 2022 Sept 15 dropped to 7.5mg 2023 May 16th failed CT reinstated. 2023 June 30th tapering off 2025 Jan 7th Stopped all drugs.
February 4Feb 4 Author Just now, NT1100B said: Morning @Chippy how's it going this morning mate? I hope you are doing good. Keep plodding and take care, B.🤞 Bless you mate. Don’t worry about me you’ve got a lot to deal with today. Good of you to post here. It’s ok. I got about 4.5 hours and woke feeling ok. Was disappointed to see that but I did eventually go back to sleep so was ok in the end. Bit off as ever first thing. See how the day pans out. Yesterday kinda a 6/10. Main thing was the fairly bad burning brain all day. Not nice but it is what it is. Also felt okish inside but the cold wind and possibly brightness of outside wasn’t so nice on the face. I don’t understand why. It’s often like this. Slowly crawling my way to healed. 🐌 🥷 I’m not a medical professional and cannot offer medical advice. I only offer my thoughts as support. Please speak to your health practitioner about your care. This is a peer site where we support each other on our taper/recovery journeys. If you are from the UK please make sure you fill in a 'Yellow Card' report for the MHRA. It is you doing your bit to help make a difference.Please take the time to do it today 🙂 https://yellowcard.mhra.gov.ukFor US members details here.
February 4Feb 4 Hey @Chippy thanks for helping in creating this website it's a great job done . On Paxil since 1995. Seroquel added 2014 after withdrawal crash. History of too-fast tapers/reinstatements. 21 April 2025 taper two drugs at once Paxil 4% Seroquel 3.5% per monththat ended up being too much and changed to one drug at a time 13 Jul 2025: 4% Paxil cut29 Jul 2025: 5% Paxil cut 6 Aug 2025: began holdOct 2025: changed from liquid to powder and accidentally took 10x Seroquel dose for 2 weeks by mistake23 Oct 2025: returned to liquid with accidental 4.7% Seroquel cut Holding both drugs to stablizeHolding at Paxil 8.25 mg / Seroquel 6.5Paxil taper22/4 8.23 29/4 8.20 5/5 8.15 13/5 8.05 3/6 8 11/6 7.95 18/7 7.5
February 4Feb 4 Author 1 hour ago, cheeky said: Hey @Chippy thanks for helping in creating this website it's a great job done . Bless you @cheeky kind for you to say and it is our pleasure! I’m not a medical professional and cannot offer medical advice. I only offer my thoughts as support. Please speak to your health practitioner about your care. This is a peer site where we support each other on our taper/recovery journeys. If you are from the UK please make sure you fill in a 'Yellow Card' report for the MHRA. It is you doing your bit to help make a difference.Please take the time to do it today 🙂 https://yellowcard.mhra.gov.ukFor US members details here.
February 4Feb 4 3 hours ago, cheeky said: Hey @Chippy thanks for helping in creating this website it's a great job done . Hi @cheeky I am very pleased to see you on here, FANTASTIC, I hope you are doing OK and all is well down under. Take care, and catch you later. B.👍🌷 2001-2021 Prozac 20mg 2020-2021 Tramadol 300mg 2022 April 15th Started Mirtazapine 15mg 2022 Sept 15 dropped to 7.5mg 2023 May 16th failed CT reinstated. 2023 June 30th tapering off 2025 Jan 7th Stopped all drugs.
February 4Feb 4 2 hours ago, Chippy said: Bless you @cheeky kind for you to say and it is our pleasure! 💕 On Paxil since 1995. Seroquel added 2014 after withdrawal crash. History of too-fast tapers/reinstatements. 21 April 2025 taper two drugs at once Paxil 4% Seroquel 3.5% per monththat ended up being too much and changed to one drug at a time 13 Jul 2025: 4% Paxil cut29 Jul 2025: 5% Paxil cut 6 Aug 2025: began holdOct 2025: changed from liquid to powder and accidentally took 10x Seroquel dose for 2 weeks by mistake23 Oct 2025: returned to liquid with accidental 4.7% Seroquel cut Holding both drugs to stablizeHolding at Paxil 8.25 mg / Seroquel 6.5Paxil taper22/4 8.23 29/4 8.20 5/5 8.15 13/5 8.05 3/6 8 11/6 7.95 18/7 7.5
February 4Feb 4 @Chippy Glad you are doing well. Thanks for all your work on this site. Lord knows, it’s very much needed. Great job Pokeys TopicPokeys Archived Dose HistoryCurrent Medication:2.5mg of nebivolol for BP5mg Eliquis x2.Vitamin D, 40mg Famotidine PRNMagnesium glycinate ,5mg melatonin20 March 2025 - Mirtazapine - 7.5mg (+41.5%)20 Feb 2026 - Doxepin 29.6mg (0.6mg updose)
February 4Feb 4 Author 3 minutes ago, Pokey449 said: @Chippy Glad you are doing well. Thanks for all your work on this site. Lord knows, it’s very much needed. Great job Thanks Pokey, doing my best to get well again. It's not easy! No burning brain today so thats a bonus. Not bad actually really all things considered. Think Im heading in the right direction..... My pleasure mate. Someone's got to do it! Too many folk need the support of each other so something had to be done. Thanks for the pat on the back. Kind of you. Takes a village to make this work though..... 🙂 I’m not a medical professional and cannot offer medical advice. I only offer my thoughts as support. Please speak to your health practitioner about your care. This is a peer site where we support each other on our taper/recovery journeys. If you are from the UK please make sure you fill in a 'Yellow Card' report for the MHRA. It is you doing your bit to help make a difference.Please take the time to do it today 🙂 https://yellowcard.mhra.gov.ukFor US members details here.
February 5Feb 5 Morning @Chippy how's it going mate? I bet this website is keeping you going a bit yes? I am thinking it will be taking your mind off your own pwd a bit. But I am hoping you are improving all the time on that score. Keep plodding Bud. Take care, B.🤞👍 2001-2021 Prozac 20mg 2020-2021 Tramadol 300mg 2022 April 15th Started Mirtazapine 15mg 2022 Sept 15 dropped to 7.5mg 2023 May 16th failed CT reinstated. 2023 June 30th tapering off 2025 Jan 7th Stopped all drugs.
February 5Feb 5 Author 3 minutes ago, NT1100B said: Morning @Chippy how's it going mate? I bet this website is keeping you going a bit yes? I am thinking it will be taking your mind off your own pwd a bit. But I am hoping you are improving all the time on that score. Keep plodding Bud. Take care, B.🤞👍 Morning mate Yes it’s certainly keeping me pretty occupied at the moment! Im ok. Slept okish. A bit more than 5 hours straight so in the range of normal for me atm. Bit more would be nice. 😀 Time…. Was good (relatively)yesterday. 7/10 rose to 8 in the evening. See how today goes I guess. I’m not a medical professional and cannot offer medical advice. I only offer my thoughts as support. Please speak to your health practitioner about your care. This is a peer site where we support each other on our taper/recovery journeys. If you are from the UK please make sure you fill in a 'Yellow Card' report for the MHRA. It is you doing your bit to help make a difference.Please take the time to do it today 🙂 https://yellowcard.mhra.gov.ukFor US members details here.
February 5Feb 5 2 minutes ago, Chippy said: Was good (relatively)yesterday. 7/10 rose to 8 in the evening. See how today goes I guess. Good on you @Chippy You and Luke are doing fantastic here, wishing you all the best on the recovery, it WILL COME mate.👍 Take care, B.🤞👍 2001-2021 Prozac 20mg 2020-2021 Tramadol 300mg 2022 April 15th Started Mirtazapine 15mg 2022 Sept 15 dropped to 7.5mg 2023 May 16th failed CT reinstated. 2023 June 30th tapering off 2025 Jan 7th Stopped all drugs.
February 5Feb 5 Author 8 minutes ago, NT1100B said: Good on you @Chippy You and Luke are doing fantastic here, wishing you all the best on the recovery, it WILL COME mate.👍 Take care, B.🤞👍 Thanks B. Appreciate it mate. Yes it will. For all of us. 👍 I’m not a medical professional and cannot offer medical advice. I only offer my thoughts as support. Please speak to your health practitioner about your care. This is a peer site where we support each other on our taper/recovery journeys. If you are from the UK please make sure you fill in a 'Yellow Card' report for the MHRA. It is you doing your bit to help make a difference.Please take the time to do it today 🙂 https://yellowcard.mhra.gov.ukFor US members details here.
February 5Feb 5 Hi @Chippy glad to hear you are doing well it sounds like. Not perfect, if there is such a thing, but things are coming along. Glad to hear it as there i is so much misery described here on a daily basis by folks. Pokeys TopicPokeys Archived Dose HistoryCurrent Medication:2.5mg of nebivolol for BP5mg Eliquis x2.Vitamin D, 40mg Famotidine PRNMagnesium glycinate ,5mg melatonin20 March 2025 - Mirtazapine - 7.5mg (+41.5%)20 Feb 2026 - Doxepin 29.6mg (0.6mg updose)
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