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3 hours ago, Sminismoni said:

Another horrific night. 1 hour of sleep. Skin prickling all over, a churning washing machine feeling inside my body, nausea, confusion, joint pain and all while feeling wide awake like I've taken cocaine.

Tried weighted blanket - Nope

Tried stretching - Nope

Hot pack - No

Cold pack -No

Rocking to and fro - just made me dizzy

Tried some food - more nausea

And it's still going.....

Sorry to read @Sminismoni such a Warrior, as you said earlier, one hour at a time, stitch enough of those together and you'll get there. xxx

I’m not a medical professional and cannot offer medical advice. I only offer my thoughts as support. Please speak to your health practitioner about your care. This is a peer site where we support each other on our taper/recovery journeys. 

 

If you are from the UK please make sure you fill in a 'Yellow Card' report for the MHRA. It is you doing your bit to help make a difference.

Please take the time to do it today 🙂 https://yellowcard.mhra.gov.uk

For US members details here.

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    Chippy

    @Sminismoni You will recover, you have to unapologetically believe in this. Any other thought is not an option. That data set is so tiny, its virtually pointless to look at. I really believe that spe

  • Sminismoni
    Sminismoni

    Thank you Luke. If I feel any better later this year I plan to do a Grand Rounds presentation in my Trust to educate my colleagues on this. I plan to be very transparent and present myself as a case r

  • Sminismoni
    Sminismoni

    I have sent an email this morning to the National Deprescribing Clinic as follows (will update if I get a reply):   Dear Team,   I am an Australian-trained Fellow of the Royal Aust

so sorry to hear you're still suffering @Sminismoni . I understand we're all different in how our symptoms present and how awful they can be but we're not alone. I hope you find stability and relief in the near future. I've had 2 episodes losing months which were horrific and they got worse before they got better. The important thing is stability eventually arrived.

On a different topic I was thinking go you today. I was researching my dry eye remedies and came across Borage oil. It was a component in one of my treatments which was mainly omega 3s. I wanted an alternative to the omegas due their propensity for oxidation. When your eyes become a priority to might want to look into it.

Hope you get some relief. 🤗

Link to SA Profile: https://www.survivingantidepressants.org/forums/topic/32414-catbird-introduction-a-long-and-winding-road/

1996 Commenced on Sertraline 50 - 100mg. Many ADs trialled -Fluoxetine 20 mg, Paroxetine 20mg, Venlafaxine 75mg, Escitalopram 10 - 20mg, Vortioxetine 20mg, Bupropion 150mg.  2019 Recommenced Escitalopram 2022 Mirtazapine 30mg - Rapid taper. Amitriptyline 20mg

CURRENT MEDICATIONS: Escitalopram taper from ~ 10mg commenced 2024, Amitriptyline 20mg at night, Diazepam 7.5mg total per day, Baclofen 10mg morning, 10mg lunch and 20mg night, Polaramine 2mg at night, Ketamine troche 25mg per day (Ceased early September 2025), Valsartan 160mg evening, HRT (Oestrogen 25mcg/day) 

ESCITALOPRAM TAPER: 5 April 2025 - started holding at 1.516mg. Escitalopram taper resumed July 2025; End Aug 1.364; End Sept 1.228; End Oct 1.145; End Nov 1.1 Early Dec 1.11; End Dec 1.082; 2026 End Jan 1.047; Feb 6 1.030; Feb 20 1.014; April 10 1.012; May 3 1.014; May 11 1.010 & still holding

Supplements: Mg++ glycinate, Omega 3s, Curcumin. Vit D3/K2 spray, Vitamin B12 spray, chelated zinc.

The same, @Sminismoni, you are not alone. All my body is under electricity, not slept at all, terror and sweats. Nothing helps...

2011-2023 Paxil

2023-2024 Effexor

Since February 2024 in anhedonia caused by the long use of AD

February 2024-March 2025 drug after drug after drug... 70 rTMS sessions, 8 ketamin infusions-nothing worked

March 2025 CT upon doctor "advice" from Desipramine, Viibryd, Lithium at high doses all together in 6 days

Since then awful withdrawal: unbearable anxiety, panic attacks, adrenaline rushes, hot flashes, muscle pain over all the body, insomnia, depression, intrusive thoughts, brain fog

Current tapering Mirtazapine : December 29,2025-3 mg, February,15, 2025-2,7 mg, February,28-2,5 mg, March,8-2 mg, March,14-1,5 mg, March,20-0 mg

Thinking of you @Sminismoni, hope you get a bit of relief today

I’m not a medical professional and cannot offer medical advice. I am new to this journey and my thoughts are based only on my personal experience with psychiatric drugs. This is a peer site where we support each other on our taper/recovery journeys. 

Current regimen:

Cymbalta - 90 mg/day

Seroquel - 12.5 mg/day

*holding to stabilize as of Apr 2026

 

History:

Seroquel - up to 50 mg as needed for sleep (generally 6.25-12.5 mg a few times a week, though sometimes more) - 2009 (ish) to present

Cymbalta - 60 mg/day, periodically down to 30 mg/day - May 2014 to May 2025

Clonazepam - up to 1 mg/day as needed - March to May 2025, quick taper off

Zoloft - 150 mg/day - May 2025 to Aug 2025 (quick cross-taper from Cymbalta)

Pristiq - 50 mg/day from Aug 2025 to mid-Oct 2025 (quick cross-taper from Zoloft); 100 mg/day from Oct 2025 to Dec 2025; back down to 50 mg/day from Dec 2025 to Jan 2026

Lyrica - 200 mg/day - Nov 2025 to Jan 2026 (quick taper off from mid-Jan to early Feb 2026 due to severe depressive symptoms)

Cymbalta - 60 mg/day - Jan - March 2026; up to 90 mg/day from March to present

 

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@LostinCanada @Chippy I was following another thread talking about vitamin supplements. I was deficient in Vit D, Folate and B12 on tests done in November 2025. Not knowing much about withdrawal then (even still drinking alcohol, thinking this would be finished in 6 weeks), I jumped on Vit D, 400mcg Folate and 400mcg B12. I'm still on them but want to stop. Have you read anything on how to taper supplements?

November 2024 Elvanse for ADHD. Anxiety and jaw clenching, stopped after 4 weeks. Felt fine.

 

January 2025 Medikinet XL

Made me depressed and suicidal so stopped after 3 weeks. Felt fine

 

March 2025 Concerta XL Made me depressed and suicidal so stopped after 2 weeks. Felt fine

 

April-May 2025 Amfexa and Methylphenidate instant release, both only worked for an hour so stopped.  Felt fine.

 

June 2025 Atomoxetine started slow taper. Immediate hot flushing and feeling sluggish.

 

July-September 2025 Tapered up to 70mg Atomoxetine. Constipation, insomnia, muscle spasms, weird thoughts, mood swings, night sweats, hot flushes, brain fog, dizziness etc

 

October 2025 rapid taper off Atomoxetine. I also had a GA for shoulder surgery the same week I finished meds.

 

Ongoing symptoms ever since, but now also trouble swallowing, difficulty passing urine, muscle twitches, depersonalisation, heavy limbs, emotional blunting, apathy, feeling "wired" and robotic, PGAD.

 

New symptoms February 2026: Nausea and burning head

 

Supplements: B12, folate and Vit D as all were bordering on deficient. 

Bad reactions to CBD oil, Mag glycinate, Mag L.Threonate and Fish Oil

59 minutes ago, Sminismoni said:

I jumped on Vit D, 400mcg Folate and 400mcg B12. I'm still on them but want to stop.

I wouldn't be too worried about stopping those personally, just don't stop them all at once and stop one at a time, you might have a bit of a difference for a few days but other then that I wouldn't expect any major issues.

You might want to wait for other responses on this topic.

I’m not a medical professional and cannot offer medical advice. I only offer my thoughts as support. Please speak to your health practitioner about your care. This is a peer site where we support each other on our taper/recovery journeys. 
Feel free to mention me whenever help is needed.

 

Current Supplements: Morning: Aloe Vera Gels. Night: 6mg melatonin and 133mg magnesium glycinate. Taking Omega 3 as needed to calm dyskinesia or over stimulation..

Current Medications: Mirtazapine, Lasea (lavender oil) before bed.

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Tapering: Mirtazapine 15mg, (went compounded) 13.5mg 08/May/2025, 12.1mg 10/July/2025, 15/July/2025 15mg (half tablet), 26/July/2025 14.35mg (moved to dry cutting method) ), 03/Aug/2025 14.6mg, 24/Nov/2025 14.47mg, 29/Jan/2026 14.35mg

Note: Had a lot of issue with degradation with different cutting times and compounded pharmacy which caused withdrawals and a more sensitive nervous system.

1 hour ago, Sminismoni said:

@LostinCanada @Chippy I was following another thread talking about vitamin supplements. I was deficient in Vit D, Folate and B12 on tests done in November 2025. Not knowing much about withdrawal then (even still drinking alcohol, thinking this would be finished in 6 weeks), I jumped on Vit D, 400mcg Folate and 400mcg B12. I'm still on them but want to stop. Have you read anything on how to taper supplements?

Hi @Sminismoni I personally took vitamin D for a long time and stopped it abruptly with no issues. My blood work showed my D was right on the high level so that is why I stopped.

As far as the B12 and B9, I just started taking it slowly recently but am experiencing issues so I am stopping it abruptly.

I know some have had issues stopping magnesium specifically.

Since you are concerned, you could reduce 25% for a week and see if there are any issues. Then repeat for 3 more weeks, monitoring any symptoms. As @Lighty mentioned, do one at a time.

Hope that helps. ❤️🙏

I am not a medical professional. My comments are based on my personal experience and information on SA.

 

Paroxetine-2002 onward-20mg/ Citalopram-2007-20 mg-straight switch from paroxetine-back to paroxetine after a month/ Sertraline -25 mg-Dec 2016- given for a month instead of paroxetine (doctor mistake) Oxazepam -10 mg-2016-twice weekly for a couple months for sleep/ Zopiclone -3.75-7.5mg-2020-2022-once a week for sleep/Paroxetine -20 yr+/ Dec2018-May 2022 20 mg/ May 2022 30mg/2022.07.28-2022.08.24 30mg to 0mg/ Prozac-10mg August 24-29 2022/Paroxetine -5mg-2022.11.28-2022.12.04/10mg-Dec 5&6/22/ Prozac-10mg-Dec 8&9/22/Paroxetine -5mg-2022.12.07 to 2023.07.01

 

TAPER-Paroxetine-2023-Jul 2-4.9mg/ Jul 21-4.8mg/Jul 28-4.73mg/Aug 4-4.65mg /Sep 21-4.58 mg/Oct 27-4.56 mg/Dec 5-4.54 mg/2024-Jan 2-4.52 mg/Jan 9-4.51 mg/Jan 17-4.49 mg/Jan 26-4.47mg/Feb 6-4.46mg/Feb 19-4.44mg /Apr 4-4.43mg/Apr 28-4.4 mg/May 5-4.39 mg/May 19-4.36 mg/Jul 2-4.34 mg/Jul 9-4.32mg/Jul 31-4.3 mg/Oct 1-4.29mg/Nov 27-4.25 mg/Dec 5-4.22mg/2025-Jan 5-4.17mg/Feb 2-4.1mg/Mar 7-4.07mg/Apr 23-4.04mg/May 23-4mg/Jun 22-3.99mg/Jun 30-3.95mg/Jul 18-3.92mg/Sep 25-3.9mg/2026-Mar 25-3.85mg

 

9am-paroxetine, 200mg mag bisglycinate/75 mg DGL if needed for refux/150 mg calcium citrate/algae oil for omega 3/ginger 400 mg as needed for nausea

 

"... your strength will be in keeping calm..."-Isaiah 30:15

@Sminismoni I agree with both @Lighty and @LostinCanada just come off one at a time and do it gradually. No big shocks for a sensitive nervous system, that is key.

I’m not a medical professional and cannot offer medical advice. I only offer my thoughts as support. Please speak to your health practitioner about your care. This is a peer site where we support each other on our taper/recovery journeys. 

 

If you are from the UK please make sure you fill in a 'Yellow Card' report for the MHRA. It is you doing your bit to help make a difference.

Please take the time to do it today 🙂 https://yellowcard.mhra.gov.uk

For US members details here.

Do you feel as though the supplements are giving you issues?

I don't really take any, but also when I have tried them over the years I haven't really noticed any change either way.

Nothing I say is medical advice, it is simply my opinion. I am an anonymous person on an internet forum with no relevant qualifications other than being badly harmed by a drug. For all you know, I could be an idiot. You are making your own decisions and part of that is deciding how much to listen to my opinion, if at all.

 

Perhaps you should consider this post an artistic work of fiction written for entertainment purposes.


Story from SA: LukeUK: Remeron/Mirtazapine Severe Withdrawal - Introductions and updates - Surviving Antidepressants

 

15mg Remeron/Mirtazapine November starting 2022 (severe physical side effects)

Attempted to taper off January 2023, ended up having a major breakdown and going up to 30mg, took weeks to stabilise

1 month taper  to 0mg

Last dose April 2023

Severe withdrawal syndrome with many physical symptoms

Summary: 5 months using Mirtazapine, including 1 month taper ending late April 2023.

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@Luke no, I am similar to you. Nothing makes it better or worse. I've even had the occasional full strength coffee over the past few months when I get bored of herbal teas. Doesn't affect me one way or another.

November 2024 Elvanse for ADHD. Anxiety and jaw clenching, stopped after 4 weeks. Felt fine.

 

January 2025 Medikinet XL

Made me depressed and suicidal so stopped after 3 weeks. Felt fine

 

March 2025 Concerta XL Made me depressed and suicidal so stopped after 2 weeks. Felt fine

 

April-May 2025 Amfexa and Methylphenidate instant release, both only worked for an hour so stopped.  Felt fine.

 

June 2025 Atomoxetine started slow taper. Immediate hot flushing and feeling sluggish.

 

July-September 2025 Tapered up to 70mg Atomoxetine. Constipation, insomnia, muscle spasms, weird thoughts, mood swings, night sweats, hot flushes, brain fog, dizziness etc

 

October 2025 rapid taper off Atomoxetine. I also had a GA for shoulder surgery the same week I finished meds.

 

Ongoing symptoms ever since, but now also trouble swallowing, difficulty passing urine, muscle twitches, depersonalisation, heavy limbs, emotional blunting, apathy, feeling "wired" and robotic, PGAD.

 

New symptoms February 2026: Nausea and burning head

 

Supplements: B12, folate and Vit D as all were bordering on deficient. 

Bad reactions to CBD oil, Mag glycinate, Mag L.Threonate and Fish Oil

10 minutes ago, Sminismoni said:

e even had the occasional full strength coffee over the past few months when I get bored of herbal teas. Doesn't a

Same, and I used to be quite sensitive to caffeine.. completely numb and blank

12 august 2025; 5mg fluoxetine 

30 August 2025: 10mg fluoxetine 

11 september 2025: 5mg fluoxetine 

19 september 2025; 2.5mg fluoxetine 

2 oktober 2025: 0mg

 

I had to cut my pills in half and quarters, so and don’t think I had accurate dosages.

Hello @Sminismoni

Alcohol limits the absorption of vitamins b12 and b9 (folic acid). It’s good that you stopped. Dietary supplements are not a substitute for a varied and balanced diet. Moreover, they are often full of chemical additives.

For vitamin b12, have a good steak from time to time. For vitamin B9, green leafy vegetables and legumes. For both vitamin: the liver!

Enjoy your meal!

Regarding the stop, it does not seem relevant to gradually stop vitamin D. I didnt have problem to brutally stop last year. I would say the same for vitamins B but Im not 100% sure of it. Just my opinion.

About 1 week of st John's wort

 

 

then

 

20-25 october 2025 : escitalopram 10mg (liquid)

 

 

18 november- 9 december 2025 : Fluoxétine 20 mg (liquid, 10 ml) - 2 days at 30 mg then return to 20 mg because of side effects.

 

Stop everything on 9th december 2025 (last dose 2mg 9th december).

 

in parallel prazepam drops (3 to 13 drops at the evening), on november 2025.

 

"The devil is a liar and he's smiling." 😈

 

🌸"The flower that blossoms in adversity is the most beautiful and rare of all." 🌸

"Do not take life quite so seriously – you surely will never get out of it alive". Bernard Le Bovier de Fontenelle.

 

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Thanks for the advice @poulette38. Unfortunately I am so disabled currently and also cognitively impaired, I can't plan meals and I can't cook food consistently. About 3 days a week it is hard to stand up, find my way around my kitchen, even remembering what drawers certain utensils are in. It makes healthy eating very difficult as I am reliant on grocery delivery of mainly microwave food.

November 2024 Elvanse for ADHD. Anxiety and jaw clenching, stopped after 4 weeks. Felt fine.

 

January 2025 Medikinet XL

Made me depressed and suicidal so stopped after 3 weeks. Felt fine

 

March 2025 Concerta XL Made me depressed and suicidal so stopped after 2 weeks. Felt fine

 

April-May 2025 Amfexa and Methylphenidate instant release, both only worked for an hour so stopped.  Felt fine.

 

June 2025 Atomoxetine started slow taper. Immediate hot flushing and feeling sluggish.

 

July-September 2025 Tapered up to 70mg Atomoxetine. Constipation, insomnia, muscle spasms, weird thoughts, mood swings, night sweats, hot flushes, brain fog, dizziness etc

 

October 2025 rapid taper off Atomoxetine. I also had a GA for shoulder surgery the same week I finished meds.

 

Ongoing symptoms ever since, but now also trouble swallowing, difficulty passing urine, muscle twitches, depersonalisation, heavy limbs, emotional blunting, apathy, feeling "wired" and robotic, PGAD.

 

New symptoms February 2026: Nausea and burning head

 

Supplements: B12, folate and Vit D as all were bordering on deficient. 

Bad reactions to CBD oil, Mag glycinate, Mag L.Threonate and Fish Oil

10 minutes ago, Sminismoni said:

It makes healthy eating very difficult as I am reliant on grocery delivery of mainly microwave food.

I could give you 2 options:

  1. Order home made food from some place you know is the healthiest possible and get basic things like the right full carbs and meat or maybe salads as well.

  2. keep making food very simple, lets say barley with lentills, just boil them until cooked, don't go for perfect tasty food, just cook things in a bare minimum way that is eatable but still healthier.

Also buy a lot of non cooking needed food, like nuts, fruits, vegetables (just eat them like that), natural nut spreads, eggs (which only require boiling), full bread, and other stuff like that.

Edited by Lighty

I’m not a medical professional and cannot offer medical advice. I only offer my thoughts as support. Please speak to your health practitioner about your care. This is a peer site where we support each other on our taper/recovery journeys. 
Feel free to mention me whenever help is needed.

 

Current Supplements: Morning: Aloe Vera Gels. Night: 6mg melatonin and 133mg magnesium glycinate. Taking Omega 3 as needed to calm dyskinesia or over stimulation..

Current Medications: Mirtazapine, Lasea (lavender oil) before bed.

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Tapering: Mirtazapine 15mg, (went compounded) 13.5mg 08/May/2025, 12.1mg 10/July/2025, 15/July/2025 15mg (half tablet), 26/July/2025 14.35mg (moved to dry cutting method) ), 03/Aug/2025 14.6mg, 24/Nov/2025 14.47mg, 29/Jan/2026 14.35mg

Note: Had a lot of issue with degradation with different cutting times and compounded pharmacy which caused withdrawals and a more sensitive nervous system.

I’m so sorry for everything you’re going through.

It is also very difficult for me to prepare meals. I was able to barely make a vegetable soup a few weeks ago, and it left me exhausted the next few hours.

Most of the time, I also buy dishes already ready; I try to take them with as few additives as possible. I also order bistro dishes at the restaurant at my doorstep. It’s also very expensive to do that, so I’m doing my best to alternate a bit. Maybe you have a restaurant near your home that does deliveries?

On top of that, I have no appetite. And believe me, I’m a big eater in normal times. (Without being obese because Im also very dynamic normally). It’s a real struggle to put food on my table; if I let myself go, I would starve. I also lost all notion of the hours, days, and months that passed. Today I was on leave and I ate lunch at 5:30 pm.

Many people in wd have problems with their diet. I’m thinking of @siderale on SA who said she had lost a lot of weight: her doctor prescribed protein meals for her, otherwise, she said she ate a lot of "easy to eat" foods like rice, pasta...

She regained her appetite over time and recovered all the weight she had lost.

Just saw the post of @Lighty . He already gives you excellent advice! I also buy: peanuts, almonds, hazelnuts, chocolate bars, yogurt, milk, products like tarama or meat or fish terrines, that are easy to spread on bread, soups, cheeses... filling and easy-to-eat foods like bananas, avocados...

Also everything that is "pleasantness" of dishes and makes them more nutritious, such as fresh cream in a glass jar (easy to add a tablespoon in a bowl of vegetable soup) or grated Gruyère cheese, easy to add to pasta, if one day that’s all you can eat ; Mozzarella to add to raw vegetable salads...

As @Lighty mentioned, we are not able to feed like ministers. The body just needs a little of everything. I think that if we can do that, it’s already a lot!

PS: In case of extreme fatigue, I buy cod liver (in cans). My grandmother always told me that pregnant women were given it in her time. It’s also excellent for the nervous system.

And the micro-waves are to be thrown away! I saw a report about it on TV a long time ago: the waves pass through food and make it carcinogenic, which is all the more true for foods rich in water, like vegetables! So I invested in an oven.

Besides, I found that the food came out with a different taste, after putting it in the microwave! Especially the vegetables, by the way!

Edited by poulette38

About 1 week of st John's wort

 

 

then

 

20-25 october 2025 : escitalopram 10mg (liquid)

 

 

18 november- 9 december 2025 : Fluoxétine 20 mg (liquid, 10 ml) - 2 days at 30 mg then return to 20 mg because of side effects.

 

Stop everything on 9th december 2025 (last dose 2mg 9th december).

 

in parallel prazepam drops (3 to 13 drops at the evening), on november 2025.

 

"The devil is a liar and he's smiling." 😈

 

🌸"The flower that blossoms in adversity is the most beautiful and rare of all." 🌸

"Do not take life quite so seriously – you surely will never get out of it alive". Bernard Le Bovier de Fontenelle.

 

Also biscuits, jams, honey...

Cans of sardines or mackerel, rollmops, olives in jars, dried figs or dates. Théodore Monod lived in the desert and ate only a few dates with camel’s milk.

Lot of garlic too, both raw and cooked! Fresh onions...

and I always try to add spices when possible, especially pepper. 😀 I recommend adding it to meats or anything else just before eating, not while cooking, as heat alters its properties.

Pepper is porous: it captures toxins from the body, and is then eliminated in the stool. It should preferably be taken organic because I also saw a report on the cultivation and trade of pepper, and the conventional is clearly bombarded with harmful (blue) products.

Soon, a new topic to open "in the kitchen with @poulette38 "😂 . Or "how not to let your body starve while wd" 😑. Lot of things to share, for sure! :)

Edited by poulette38

About 1 week of st John's wort

 

 

then

 

20-25 october 2025 : escitalopram 10mg (liquid)

 

 

18 november- 9 december 2025 : Fluoxétine 20 mg (liquid, 10 ml) - 2 days at 30 mg then return to 20 mg because of side effects.

 

Stop everything on 9th december 2025 (last dose 2mg 9th december).

 

in parallel prazepam drops (3 to 13 drops at the evening), on november 2025.

 

"The devil is a liar and he's smiling." 😈

 

🌸"The flower that blossoms in adversity is the most beautiful and rare of all." 🌸

"Do not take life quite so seriously – you surely will never get out of it alive". Bernard Le Bovier de Fontenelle.

 

@Sminismoni Can I ask you about your burning head and mouth? How exactly does it feel? On the skin? Or outside? Where? Does it feel like "one wave"?? Spreading and connected feeling?

Edited by The Dust

2009-2010: Sertraline (50 mg)

2011: Escitalopram (10 mg)

2009-2011: tried Olanzapine (5/2.5mg), Quetiapine  (50/25mg) and Aripriprazole (low dosage)

CT Escitalopram, being free for several moths

2012-2016: Fluoxetine (60 mg)

2016-2017: Venlafaxine (75 mg)

2016: just tried Duloxetine and Maprotiline

2017-2018: Mirtazapine (30/45mg)

2012-2018: Bupropion (300 mg)

2014-2018: Lamotrigine (50/100/150 mg) CT Bupropion, tapering Lamitrogine and Mirtazapine (practically CT, fast tapering)

 

Do you also feel that all foods are the same, @Sminismoni ? Eating a cake, an apple or a steak it's the same thing: no taste and no satisfaction? :(

About 1 week of st John's wort

 

 

then

 

20-25 october 2025 : escitalopram 10mg (liquid)

 

 

18 november- 9 december 2025 : Fluoxétine 20 mg (liquid, 10 ml) - 2 days at 30 mg then return to 20 mg because of side effects.

 

Stop everything on 9th december 2025 (last dose 2mg 9th december).

 

in parallel prazepam drops (3 to 13 drops at the evening), on november 2025.

 

"The devil is a liar and he's smiling." 😈

 

🌸"The flower that blossoms in adversity is the most beautiful and rare of all." 🌸

"Do not take life quite so seriously – you surely will never get out of it alive". Bernard Le Bovier de Fontenelle.

 

17 hours ago, Sminismoni said:

@Luke no, I am similar to you. Nothing makes it better or worse. I've even had the occasional full strength coffee over the past few months when I get bored of herbal teas. Doesn't affect me one way or another.

I also drink coffee.

I didn't tolerate it very well for a while, I can't really remember how long now. Maybe the first year.

Since then, it's been fine, and it even helps a little with the fatigue which is still my major issue. Most days I just have one first thing, and occasionally a second mid morning but usually not.

Nothing I say is medical advice, it is simply my opinion. I am an anonymous person on an internet forum with no relevant qualifications other than being badly harmed by a drug. For all you know, I could be an idiot. You are making your own decisions and part of that is deciding how much to listen to my opinion, if at all.

 

Perhaps you should consider this post an artistic work of fiction written for entertainment purposes.


Story from SA: LukeUK: Remeron/Mirtazapine Severe Withdrawal - Introductions and updates - Surviving Antidepressants

 

15mg Remeron/Mirtazapine November starting 2022 (severe physical side effects)

Attempted to taper off January 2023, ended up having a major breakdown and going up to 30mg, took weeks to stabilise

1 month taper  to 0mg

Last dose April 2023

Severe withdrawal syndrome with many physical symptoms

Summary: 5 months using Mirtazapine, including 1 month taper ending late April 2023.

  • 3 weeks later...

Hi @Sminismoni,

Just stepping by and curious how you are doing? :)

I know you were very worried for your job and Visa. Does that work out for you? ❤️

12 august 2025; 5mg fluoxetine 

30 August 2025: 10mg fluoxetine 

11 september 2025: 5mg fluoxetine 

19 september 2025; 2.5mg fluoxetine 

2 oktober 2025: 0mg

 

I had to cut my pills in half and quarters, so and don’t think I had accurate dosages.

4 hours ago, Sophia said:

Hi @Sminismoni,

Just stepping by and curious how you are doing? :)

I know you were very worried for your job and Visa. Does that work out for you? ❤️

Yes, I am also thinking of you, as are surely many others. Your situation is very difficult, let us know how you are doing, if you feel up to it. If you are not, no problem, just know that there are people rooting for you.

SA Thread: https://www.survivingantidepressants.org/forums/topic/33406-nemina-tapering-escitalopram/


AR Thread: https://antidepressantrecovery.org/topic/14-nemina-tapering-escilatopram-and-zolpidem/

 

Drug History

2013 - 2025:  Zolpidem 5 mg

2015 - Oct 2024: Venlafaxine, Sertralin (Zoloft), Paroxetin (Paxil),duloxtin (cymbalta), Citalopram (Celexa), Escitalopram (Lexapro) and more 

 

Current Drugs

L-Thyroxin 75, Estrogen, Progesteron 200

 

Tapering Escitalopram

Until Sept 2024: Setralin/zoloft 75 mg

Oct 2024: Switch to Escitalopram / Lexapro 2mg

Then I tapered over a year from 2mg to 0,32 mg (October 2025).  108 days hold without stabilizing. Resumed taper February 2026:

11 Feb 2026 0.314mg 

18 Feb 2026 0.307mg 

21 Feb 2026 0.302mg

09 Mar 2026 0.297mg

18 April 2026 0,293 mg

18 May 2026 0,285 mg

18 June 2026 0,265 mg

18 July 2026 0,250 mg

18 Aug 2026 0,232 mg

 

Tapering Zolpidem: From 5 mg to 0,7 mg in 12 months,  then just crumbs for several weeks, now 0! (Jan 2025)

 

Other Supplements 

Omega 3, Magnesium Glycinate, Vit D, Calcium, L-theanin.

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