3 hours ago, Fullhealing said:

Update 01.09.26 12:30pm

Things continue to be turbulent following the excessive reduction and dosage increase, yesterday was a particularly grueling day, marked by a power outage that lasted from early morning until the early evening which delayed my daily dose by six hours triggering a massive headache and piercing deafening tinnitus all against the backdrop of a scorching 32 degree and humidity that felt like 200%, cruel combo..

Nights remain sweaty and haunted with abrupt awakenings straight into a terrifying and utterly exhausting twilight zone of chemical-like dread yet looking on the bright side I'm sleeping enough, perhaps even too much, something others surely yearn for so I must be grateful for that!

Recent symptoms, fluctuating in intensity, include:

* Intense burning sensations starting in the head and spreading to the arms, chest, and pelvic region.

* Rapid heart palpitations accompanied by air hunger.

* Gastrointestinal distress: severe heartburn, bloating, poor digestion, and stomach pain.

* Dizziness accompanied by the sensation of an electrical current whirring inside the head.

* Neurological tics and lateral eye squinting which initially appeared occasionally upon starting the medications years ago but have now become an almost daily occurrence.

* Catastrophic intrusive thoughts: terror,

anxiety, and paranoia.

* Intolerance to noise and light.

* Massive hair loss, desert-dry skin.

* Extreme fatigue.

* Profound apathy and a complete lack of motivation or desire, essentially depression.

Undoubtedly some of this is exacerbated by low ferritin, vitamin D, and B12 levels, compounded by perimenopause which began over the last eight months (or perhaps earlier, though I only recently had clear indications) which need a checking however, given my current state I simply lack the energy to go get it done, the discomfort, to put it very mildly, that doctors tend to cause doesn't help motivate me either but this must be addressed and I will somehow have to force myself..

So, we shall see what's next, for now I'm still housebound having officially been out of work for about 3.5 weeks, had to stop my short evening walks due to my intolerances for people, tho it is important to gently push, one must equally know when to ease off the gas pedal during certain times, something I trying to accept with grace as challenging as that may be.

So the big war for absolute freedom of these dreadful toxins continues with most likely many exhausting battles but at our own individual paces we will all get there.

Sorry to hear all those symptoms. I still get many of them, but not intense at this point. Holding long for now will help you get better. Your system is trying to adjust at your current dose. You have been a great warrior during this journey and despite all the things going around in your country and your situation, you have been strong enough to continue your healing process. Keep going and keep moving forward....you are closer to freedom.....

I'm sorry things are still so hard for you @Fullhealing. I wish I could hug you (and everyone else on here)! You're absolutely right as always, sometimes we need to slow down and give ourselves some breathing room, no matter how painful that may be to admit. We need all the strength we can get for the battles to come.

All my love to you and your beautiful fur babies 💜